She feels as if some one--surely it cannot be the gentle friend made up
of sense, sympathy, and _esprit_?--has given her a blow on the head with
a cudgel. She has always known that she is to marry Rupert. The idea is
perfectly familiar, and not the least unwelcome. To be his wife in the
future is as inevitable a part of the scheme of life as to die. Up to
five minutes ago, the one has appeared as vague and distant as the
other. But to be married to him _soon_! To be married to him soon
because the Campion family cannot be allowed to die out! It is by her
union with him that it is to be preserved! It is her child, hers and
Rupert’s, who is to hand on the honoured name! Her very ears tingle and
glow at the unfamiliar realism and animalism of the idea. It is only
such a dotting of the _i_’s and crossing of the _t_’s that could make
her realize what a nebulous thing, with no foothold in the world of
reality, her engagement to her cousin has hitherto been. To be married
to Rupert! That she should have a child, and that it should be
Rupert’s! Her feelings are as yet much too chaotic for her to know
whether the prodigious fact thrown by the magic-lantern of Mrs. Darcy’s
simple question upon the sheet of her imagination, belongs to the region
of pleasure or pain. She knows only that she feels extraordinarily odd.
The sight--normal and familiar as it is--of the person who has just been
thrust upon her in so glaringly new a character, the sight of him
standing, as he has stood many hundreds of times before, watching for
her back-coming from the verandah, matter-of-fact and every-day as he
looks, does not in the least lessen the queerness of her sensations.
“The Rectory, of course?” he says, with a sort of whimsical protest in
his tone and eyebrows. Then, in an altered key of disturbed curiosity,
“Why, what have they been doing to you? You look---- I declare I do not
know what you look like.”
“Do not look at me, then,” says she, trying to pass him with a brusque
half-laugh; and, for the first time in her life, feeling uncomfortable
beneath the scrutiny of his surprised eyes.
But he catches her before she can escape. “What _have_ they been doing
to you?”
“They have been telling me that Colonel Baden-Powell has begun to lay,”
replies she, deceitfully.
The confusion of sexes prevalent among the Darcy poultry is too familiar
to the young man to raise a smile. He looses his detaining hold on his
cousin’s sleeve, and there is an accent of resigned distaste in his next
words.
“Of course yesterday’s news has brought on a frightful access of khaki?
I saw the flames of their bonfire insulting the evening sky last night.”
“We ought to have had one too,” she retorts, with a sudden rush of
opposition.
“Have we so much cause to rejoice?” he asks; and there is such
unaffected feeling in his voice that her heart smites her.
The recent emotion and the present one mix and produce her next
sentence.
“You are the only one left now?”
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