Their steps have led them to a clearing in the low wood, and over the
ground bared by the woodman’s axe the old man’s eye, mournful and
yearning, wanders, embracing the pleasant swelling hills, the strawberry
gardens, and cherry orchards, upon which his sire’s eyes, nay, his own
boyish ones, had rested possessively. A Jew broker’s improved ploughs
are furrowing yon hillside; a Half-penny Comic Journal sends the
strawberries to Covent Garden; but to his own sad heart, pasture and
copse and red roof-tree, are Campion’s still. Lavinia’s eye follows the
direction her uncle’s has taken. The Kentish landscape, with its rustic
smile is nearly as dear, though not as melancholy, to her as to him. The
idea of living in any other surroundings is as unfamiliar to her as the
wish. “The thing that hath been shall be.” To go on living and doing for
her men--since there are now only two left, she must make the most of
them--what other fate has ever occurred to her as possible? For as long
as she can remember the thought of what she herself would like has been
always subordinated to the wishes, divined or expressed, of her menkind.
In so small a thing as the ordering of dinner, has her own palate ever
in half a score of years, been asked to give an assent or a veto?
To marry Rupert! To bear and bring up his children--a transient wonder
crosses her mind as to whether there is any likelihood of their being as
amusing and original as the young Darcys!--for what other end was she
created? There is no sting or thrill in her feeling for him; but is it
the worse for that? There are women incapable of thrilling for any
man--a large, cool, comfortable class, to which she does and must
belong. Has her pulse ever paid any man the tribute of one quickened
beat? Proudly to herself she can answer No. She is not of that kind.
With Féodorovna Prince as an object-lesson, there is not much fear of
her erring in the direction of passion or sentimentality. She
involuntarily lifts her head a little above its usual level--though it
is always handsomely carried--and, since the thought-current that has
run through her brain has done so with lightning’s own speed, there is
to her hearer’s ear scarcely any delay in her answer.
“I am ready to marry Rupert whenever you and he wish me to.”
Her voice is steady and serene; at least so she intends and believes it
to be. Yet Sir George looks at her askance.
“_Ready!_” he repeats distrustfully. “A man, if he has any pluck, may be
_ready_ to go to the gallows!”
Lavinia makes a face between a laugh and a frown.
“Choose your own words,” she says, the habit of a lifetime controlling
and smoothing away any outward expression of impatience.
But he will not let her off. “Are you _glad_ to marry him? Do you feel
that it is essential to your happiness?” he asks, pressing home his
inquiries with a persistency that he imagines to be conscientious, but
which she feels to be cruel and perverse.
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