Rupert _is_ “all right.” Of that there can be no question. It turns out
now that he has been “all right” for as long as he can remember. The
discovery that it is only his delicacy and self-command that have
hitherto hindered his manifesting his “all-rightness” practically, fills
Lavinia with such admiring gratitude as makes her almost certain that
she is “all right” too. She has no female friend with whom to compare
notes, nor would she do so if she had, her one intimate, Mrs. Darcy,
being very far from belonging to that not innumerous band of matrons who
enjoy revealing the secrets of their own prison-house to a selected few.
Lavinia has to work out her problem for herself. Not betrothed only now,
but going to be married, with a tray of engagement-rings crawling down
from London by the South-Eastern for approval, with a disinterring by
Sir George, from his dead wife’s presses, of wedding laces----
Lavinia wishes that Rupert did not take quite so great an interest in
the latter, and did not know quite so much about Point de Venise, Point
de Flanders, and Point d’Angleterre--; with interesting and illumining
comparison of past feelings, and with a respectable modicum of kisses.
If the candour of her nature, and the knowledge of how perfectly useless
it is to lie to a person who knows her so through and throughly as
Rupert, compel her to acknowledge that these latter do not cause her any
particular elation, she is able truly to answer him that she does not
dislike them so much as to forbid a frugal repetition. Once or twice,
touched and stung to generosity by his unselfish refraining from even
the dole of allowed endearments, she takes the initiative; and at other
times consoles him for her want of fervour by assuring him, with
emphatic words, and the crystal clearness of her kind, cold eyes, that
she is “not that sort.”
She is wondering to-day whether, when she left him five minutes ago at
the lych-gate, he did not look as if he were getting a little tired of
the explanation. It ought to be thoroughly satisfactory to him, for,
after all, you can’t give more than you have; but she has never been in
the habit of crossing or discontenting her men, and to be found not up
to the expected mark in the matter of endearment vexes her as much as to
be convicted of neglecting their buttons or slurring their dinner.
It is a week since Miss Carew has paid the visit, usually a daily or
bi-daily one, to the Rectory. The unwonted absence for three days from
her monopolizing husband and boisterous brood of Mrs. Darcy, partly
accounts for this omission; and not even to herself does Lavinia own
that she is in a less hurry than usual to greet her returned ally.
Rupert is never in any great hurry to see Susan, and has gracefully
declined to accompany his _fiancée_ on her present errand of
announcement.
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