Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Gossip -- Juvenile fiction
The moment when I caught sight of him was just the moment when he
caught sight of me, and that wasn't till I was near.
"Kitty!" says he, and a sort of groan came with the word. He had
never called me so before, but I suppose he forgot. "Kitty," he said,
"how is my poor Mary?"
"O I think she's a little better," I said. "Not worse, and that is
something."
"Mr. Baitson been again?" he asked.
"Not since breakfast," I said.
"Poor Mary!" says Mr. Russell, and he sighed like a furnace.
"I hope she is going to get on now," I said, for I thought he wanted
cheering.
Mr. Russell sighed again.
"And I would make her come this journey," he said, self-reproachful
like. "If I had been content to stay at home as she wanted, she might
have been all right now, and as merry as a grig."
Somehow I could not fancy Mary Russell exactly merry. It wasn't
her way.
"You could not know beforehand what would happen," I said.
"Well, no, that's true," he said, and he brightened up. "Nobody can
know beforehand what'll happen. That's true enough. It's a horrid
thought that if she didn't get well— But after all, I'd got
my reasons for coming away, just as much as she'd got her reasons
for wanting to be at home. She needn't have been with me if she
hadn't wanted. As you say, one can't tell beforehand how things are
going to turn out. Kitty, you're a little comfort!" and he looked up
at me, sitting on the bench still, while I stood on the path. "May I
call you Kitty'—sometimes?"
I said, I shouldn't mind if he did. What else was I to say?
Easy enough now to know how I ought to have answered, but not easy
at the moment.
"Kitty, I wish I could have you for my little comfort always!"
says he, fetching another sigh.
My cheeks got as red as fire, and I didn't say a word.
"I've never seen anybody like you," says he softly, looking at me
again. "No, never! Kitty, do you know how pretty you are?"
"I mustn't stop. I've got all the work to do," I said, knowing mother
wouldn't like this. And yet I did not want to go. His soft words took
hold of me. I thought that to be "his little comfort always" would be
the best happiness I could have.
"So busy!" says he. "Ah! I should like you to be where you needn't
work; able to sit still and amuse yourself, and have folks to wait
upon you."
Little goose that I was, I thought this sounded first-rate. As if
anybody was ever the happier for being idle! There's different kinds
of work, no doubt; and everybody is happiest doing the sort of work
for which he's best fitted by nature and training. No; I don't know
as I've put that rightly either: for everybody's happiest doing the
work which God has set him to do; and if he isn't fit for it
by nature, God can shape him into fitness. But to have no work at all
to do means nothing but discontent and unhappiness.
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