Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“Madala never lent. That wasn’t in her. She gave. Time, money, love—she
gave. You took, it was understood, rather than hurt her feelings by
refusing. But it was always free gift.”
“Not to me.” Anita held her head high. “I shall pay. And interest too.”
“Oh, the _Life_! Are you really going to attempt a _Life_?” Miss Howe
recovered herself with a laugh, while Mr. Flood repeated curiously—
“Yes, but then what were you after, Anita? What do you stand to gain?”
“Reflected glory,” came from behind him.
She turned as if she had been stung.
“Reflected? Let her keep it! Reflected? Am I never to have anything of
my own? Oh, wait!”
“You can’t get much of yourself into a life of Madala Grey though.
You’ve too much sense of style for that,” Mr. Flood insisted. “We both
hate a biographer who ‘I says, says I.’”
“Oh, it shall be all Madala Grey. I promise you that,” she said with her
thin smile.
“Humph! It’s a notion.” Miss Howe was really interested, I could see—yet
with a flush on her cheek still. “It’s your sort of work too, Anita!
You’re—happier—in critical work.”
“Oh, don’t hedge. Don’t be delicate with me. I can’t create, that’s what
you mean. Do you think that’s news to me? Is there a critic who has
failed to make it clear to me? I can record—but I can’t create. Good! I
can’t create. I can’t do what she did—what you do, Jasper—what even
Beryl here does. But——” she paused an instant, “you should be afraid of
me for all that. I can pry. Little, nasty, mean word, isn’t it? It’s
me!”
The Baxter girl laughed uncertainly and then stopped because Anita’s
eyes were on her.
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