Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“Well, I was going to say, it’s easy enough to end a book, but have you
ever got to the beginning? I never have. One steps backward, and
backward again——”
“I know,” cried the Baxter girl. “Till you get tired of it at last and
begin writing from where you are, but you never really get your foot on
the starting-point, on the spring-board, as you might say.”
“That’s it. Yes, Jasper, I’ve got material up my sleeve, but frankly, I
don’t know how to place it. I don’t know where to begin. The facts of
her life, her conversation, her literary work, her letters—I go on
adding to my material till I am overwhelmed with all that I have got to
say about her. But I don’t want to begin with facts. Facts are well
enough, but think how one can twist them! I want the woman behind the
facts. I want the answer to the question that is the cause of a
biography such as mine is to be—the question—‘What was Madala Grey?’ Not
who, mark you, but further back, deeper into herself—‘_What_ was Madala
Grey?’”
“Why, a genius,” said the Baxter girl glibly.
Anita neither assented nor dissented.
“Ah—” she said, frowning, “but that’s not the beginning either. At once
we take our step backward again—‘What is genius?’”
“Isn’t talent good enough?” said Mr. Flood acidly.
“But does one mean talent?” She was still frowning. “Everyone’s got
talent. I’m sick of talent. But she—she mayn’t be a great one—how she’d
have laughed at being called a great one!—but she makes her dolls live.
And isn’t that the blood-link between the greatest gods and the littlest
gods? Life-givers? Life-makers? Oh, I only speak for myself; but she
made her book-world real to me, therefore for me she had genius. Whether
or not I convince you is the test of whether my life-work, my _Life_ of
her—fails or succeeds.”
“I suppose you wouldn’t trust it to Madala?” said Miss Howe softly.
“Trust what?”
“To convince us.”
She answered, suspicious rather than comprehending, for indeed Miss
Howe’s tone was very smooth—
“What do you mean? _I_’m writing her life.”
Miss Howe was inscrutable.
“Of course you are. Fire ahead. Genius, wasn’t it?”
Anita shrugged her shoulders.
“What’s in a name? It’s the quality itself that fascinates me. I want to
account for it. I want to trace it to its source. Worth doing, isn’t it?
But do you realize the difficulties? Sometimes I feel hopeless. I’ve
known her five years, and her books I know by heart, and I’m only just
beginning to decide whether to call her a romantic or a realist.”
“A realist. Look at _Eden Walls_,” said the Baxter girl.
“A romantic. Look at _The Resting-place_,” said Miss Howe.
Mr. Flood over-rode them.
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