Death -- Fiction; Friendship -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
But Anita had jumped up. She was very much flustered and annoyed. I
think, too, that she was startled. I know that I was startled.
Great-aunt didn’t look like herself. She was like a witch in a
picture-book, and her voice had been quite strong and commanding.
Anita tried to quiet her and get her away.
“Mother! You must be quiet! D’you hear me, Mother? You don’t know what
you’re saying. You’ve been up too long. You’re overdone. It’s time you
went to bed.”
She took her firmly by the arm. But Great-aunt struggled with her.
“I won’t. Leave me alone. It’s your fault, Anita. You sat and listened.
You let them talk that way about my girl.”
“Now, Mother, what nonsense! Your girl! Madala’s not your daughter.” And
then, in apology—“She’s always confusing us. She gets these ideas.”
“Not mine? Ah! That’s all you know! ‘Anita upstairs?’ That’s how she’d
come running in to me. ‘Are you busy, Mrs. Serle?’ Always looked in to
my room first. Brought me violets. Talked. Told me all her troubles.
_You_ never knew. Not mine, eh? Didn’t I see her married, my pretty
girl? ‘Hole-and-corner business!’ That’s what you tell them? ‘Nobody
knew.’ But I knew.”
Anita’s hand dropped from her mother’s arm. She stared at her.
“You, Mother? You there?” And then, angrily, “Oh, I don’t believe it.”
“Don’t believe it, eh? But it’s true, for all I’m lumber in my own
house. I’m to go to bed before the company comes, before she comes.
Don’t she want to see me then? Who pinned her veil for her and kissed
her and blessed her, and took her to church, and gave her to him? Not
you, my daughter. She didn’t come to you for that.” And then, with a
slacking and a wail, “Eh, but we were never to tell!”
“Mother, you’d better come to bed. I——” there was the faintest
suggestion of menace in her voice—“I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”
The old woman shrank away.
“I won’t come. I know. You want me out of the way. You don’t want me to
see her. What are you going to say about me? You’ll say things to her
about me. I’ve heard you.”
Quite obviously Anita restrained herself.
“Now, Mother, you know you don’t mean that.”
“Hush!” Great-aunt pulled away her hand. “Quiet, child, quiet! Wasn’t
that the cab? I’ve listened all the evening, all the long evening.” Her
old voice thinned and sharpened to a chirp. “Soft, soft, the wheels go
by. The wheels never stop. Wait till the wheels stop. It’s the fog
that’s keeping her. There’s fog everywhere. Maybe she’s lost in the
fog.” Then she chuckled to herself. “Naughty girl to be so late. But
she’s always late. Why should I go to bed? I’ve got to finish my
knitting, Nita. Only two rows, Nita. They’ll just last me till she
comes.” And then, “Anita, she will come?”
Anita turned to the others.
“Don’t be alarmed. It’s nothing. I’m afraid she hasn’t realized——” She
began again—“Now, Mother! It’s bed-time, Mother dear.”
“‘Dear’—‘dear’—why do you speak kindly? Madala’s not here to listen.”
And then—“Nita, Nita child, let me stay till she comes.”
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