Leila at Home: a continuation of Leila in England — John Shaqi
Leila at Home: a continuation of Leila in EnglandTytler, Ann Fraser
General
Leila at Home: a continuation of Leila in England
Tytler, Ann Fraser
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Country life -- Juvenile fiction; Cousins -- Juvenile fiction
“Angry? Oh! no, no. I love you even more when you tell me I have not
done right; for I feel that you are so true, and you say it so gently,
just as my papa does.”
“Well to be sure!” Matilda said; “to _like_ to be told that one is not
good, I can never get up to that; I don’t like at all to be told I am
not good; I would rather say it of myself than that others should say
it; indeed, it comforts me sometimes to say it all out. Selina, do you
know that at this very moment I am not good?”
“Yes, I do know,--you were glad when I said Leila had been wrong too.”
“And is that all?” Matilda inquired.
“No, not quite all; you were disappointed when you found it was so small
a fault.”
“Oh, Selina! it is too bad in you to say that; you are glad when you
find people are good, and like yourself, and I cannot help being rather
glad also, when I find people a little like myself, though I am not
good; but you are getting into a way of seeing me through and through;
you must not do that, or you will see a great many things to frighten
you; at least, please don’t begin to-day, when we were to have been so
merry; but do you know what I think is going to happen; something that
won’t make us merry at all,--and yet I shall be so curious to see her.”
“See _whom_?” both the others exclaimed; “what do you mean, Matilda?”
“I mean that we are going to get a governess; that is, that I think,
perhaps, we are to get one.”
“And why do you think so?” Selina asked.
“Because when I went into the drawing-room with one of the parcels,
(mamma’s blotting-book, you know,) I heard Uncle Howard say, ‘Yes, I
certainly do see the advantage of having a governess; _but_----’ and
then I put down the parcel very slowly, that I might hear more; but
mamma said, ‘Matilda, don’t linger in the room, for we are engaged at
present, and wish to be alone.’ So, you know, I was obliged to be off
very quick; do you think you will like it Selina?--to be sure, it won’t
be so bad for you, but it will be bad enough for poor me, with all my
scrapes; and yet I should like to see what sort of a face she has got,
though I am quite sure I shall not like it.”
“But perhaps the governess is for _me_,” Leila said, in a sorrowful
tone; then added, “and I shall never be alone with my papa any more.”
“No, no,” Matilda eagerly exclaimed; “don’t vex yourself, Leila. Don’t
put on that sorrowful face; I am sure the governess is for us; for once
before I heard mamma say something about it to papa,--it was one day
when she said I was unmanageable, and you know you are never
unmanageable.”
“If you mean that I never am very bad, you are mistaken; you don’t know
all the things I do sometimes, and wish to do.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account