Durward Bellmont was coming—but did she wish to see him? Could she bear
the sneering remarks which she knew Carrie would make concerning
herself? And how would he be affected by them? Would he ask her of her
father? and if so, what had she to say?
Many a time had she tried to penetrate the dark mystery of her birth,
but her grandmother was wholly non-committal. Once, too, when her uncle
seemed kinder than usual, she had ventured to ask him of her father,
and with a frown he had replied, that “the least she knew of him the
better!” Still ’Lena felt sure that he was a good man, and that some
time or other she would find him.
All day long the clouds had been threatening rain, which began to fall
soon after ’Lena entered the arbor, but so absorbed was she in her own
thoughts, that she did not observe it until her clothes were perfectly
dampened; then starting up, she repaired to the house. For several days
she had not been well, and this exposure brought on a severe cold,
which confined her to her room for nearly two weeks. Meantime the
dress-making process went on, Anna keeping ’Lena constantly apprised of
its progress, and occasionally wearing in some article for her
inspection. This reminded ’Lena of her own wardrobe, and knowing that
it would not be attended to while she was sick, she made such haste to
be well, that on Thursday at tea-time she took her accustomed seat at
the table. After supper she lingered awhile in the parlor, hoping
something would be said, but she waited in vain, and was about leaving,
when a few words spoken by Carrie in an adjoining room caught her ear
and arrested her attention.
They were—“And so ’Lena came down to-night. I dare say she thinks
you’ll set Miss Simpson at work upon my old delaine.”
“Perhaps so,” returned Mrs. Livingstone, “but I don’t see how Miss
Simpson can do it, unless you put off having that silk apron
embroidered.”
“I shan’t do any such thing,” said Carrie, glad of an excuse to keep
’Lena out of the way. “What matter is it if she don’t come down when
the company are here? I’d rather she wouldn’t, for she’s so green and
awkward, and Durward is so fastidious in such matters, that I’d rather
he wouldn’t know she’s a relative of ours! I know he’d tell his mother,
and they say she is very particular about his associates.”
’Lena’s first impulse was to defy her cousin to her face—to tell her
she had seen Durward Bellmont, and that he didn’t laugh at her either.
But her next thought was calmer and more rational. Possibly under
Carrie’s influence he might make fun of her, and resolving on no
condition whatever to make herself visible while he was in the house,
she returned to her room, and throwing herself upon the bed, wept until
she fell asleep.
“When is Miss Simpson going to fix ’Lena’s dress?” asked Anna, as day
after day passed, and nothing was said of the brown delaine.
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