Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
'Listen!' he proceeded. 'I ought to be in New York--I oughtn't to be
here. I must tell you. Scarcely a fortnight ago, one afternoon while I
was working in my office in Fourteenth Street, I had a feeling I would
be bound to come over. I said to myself the idea was preposterous. But
the next thing I knew I was arranging to come. I couldn't believe I was
coming. Not even when I had booked my berth and boarded the steamer, not
even when the steamer was actually passing Sandy Hook, could I believe
that I was really coming. I said to myself I was mad. I said to myself
that no man in his senses could behave as I was behaving. And when I got
to Southampton I said I would go right back. And yet I couldn't help
getting into the special for London. And when I got to London I said I
would act sensible and go back. But I met young Burgess, and the next
thing I knew I was at Euston. And here I am pretending that it's my new
London branch that brings me over, and doing business I don't want to do
in Knype and Cauldon and Bursley. And I'm killing myself--yes, I am; I
tell you I couldn't stand much more--and I wouldn't be sure I wasn't
killing you. Some folks would say the whole thing was perfectly
dreadful, but I don't care so long as you--so long as you don't. I'm not
conceited really, but it looks like conceit--me talking like this and
assuming that you're ready to stand and listen. I assure you it isn't
conceit. I only know--that's all. It's difficult for you to say
anything--I can feel that--but I'd like you just to tell me you're glad
I came and glad I've spoken. I'd just like to hear that.'
She gazed fondly at him, at the male creature in whom she could find
only perfection, and she was filled with glorious pride that her image
should have drawn this strong, shrewd self-possessed man across the
Atlantic. It was incredible, but it was true. 'And,' said the secret
feminine in her, 'why not?'
He waited for her answer, facing her.
'Oh, yes!' she breathed. 'Oh, yes!... I'm glad--I'm so glad.'
'I wish,' he broke out, 'I wish I could explain to you what I think of
you, what I feel about you. You're so quiet and simple and direct and
yet--you don't know it, but you are. You're absolutely the most--Oh!
it's no use.'
She saw that he was growing very excited, and this, too, gave her deep
pleasure.
'We're in a hell of a fix!' he sighed.
Like many women, she took a fearful, almost thrilling joy in hearing a
man swear earnestly and religiously.
'That's it,' she said, 'there's nothing to be done?'
'Nothing to be done?' he demanded, imperiously. 'Nothing to be done?'
She examined his face, which was close to hers, with a meditative,
expectant smile. She loved to see him out of repose, eager, masterful,
and daring. 'What is there to be done?' she asked.
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