Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
She smiled at him, satisfied. And how well she knew that her smiling
face, caught by him dimly in the obscurity of the night, troubled him
like an enchanting and enigmatic vision!
After they had looked at each other, speechless, for a while, the strong
influence of convention forced them again into unnecessary, irrelevant
talk.
'What's this about you selling this place?' he inquired in a low, mild
tone.
'Have you heard?'
'Yes,' he said, 'I did hear something.'
'Ah!' she murmured, wrinkling her forehead in a pretty make-believe of
woe--the question of the sale had ceased to be acute: 'I just came out
here to think about it.'
'But you aren't really going to----'
'No, of course not.'
She had no desire to discuss the tedious affair, because she was
infallibly certain of his entire sympathy. Explanations on her side, and
assurances on his, were equally superfluous.
'But won't you come into the house?' She invited him as a sort of
afterthought.
'Why?' he demanded bluntly.
She hesitated before replying: 'It will look so queer, us staying here
like this.' As soon as she had uttered the words she suspected that she
had said something decisive and irretrievable.
He put his hands into the pockets of his overcoat and walked several
times to and fro a few paces. Then he stopped in front of her.
'I guess we are bound to look queer, you and I, some day. So it may as
well be now,' he said.
It was in this exchange of sentences that their mutual passion became at
length articulate. A single discreet word spoken quickly, and she might
even yet perhaps have withdrawn from the situation. But she did not
speak; she could not speak; and soon she knew that her own silence had
bound her. She yielded herself with poignant and magnificent joy to the
profound drama which had been magically created by this apparently
commonplace dialogue. The climax had been achieved, and she was
conscious of being lifted into a sublime exultation, and of being cut
off from all else in the world save him. She looked at him intently with
a sadness that was the cloak of celestial rapture. 'How courageous you
are!' her soft eyes said. 'I should never have dared. What a _man_!' It
seemed to her that her heart would break under the strain of that
ecstasy. She had not imagined the possibility of such bliss.
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