Letters of John Keats to Fanny Brawne: Written in the years MDCCCXIX and MDCCCXX and now given from the original manuscriptsKeats, John
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Letters of John Keats to Fanny Brawne: Written in the years MDCCCXIX and MDCCCXX and now given from the original manuscripts
Keats, John
Brawne, Fanny, 1800-1865 -- Correspondence; Keats, John, 1795-1821 -- Correspondence; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Correspondence
“Notwithstanding your happiness and your recommendations, I
hope I shall never marry: though the most beautiful creature
were waiting for me at the end of a journey or a walk; though
the carpet were of silk, and the curtains of the morning
clouds, the chairs and sofas stuffed with cygnet’s down, the
food manna, the wine beyond claret, the window opening on
Winandermere, I should not feel, or rather my happiness should
not be, so fine; my solitude is sublime—for, instead of what
I have described, there is a sublimity to welcome me home;
the roaring of the wind is my wife; and the stars through my
window-panes are my children; the mighty abstract Idea of
Beauty in all things, I have, stifles the more divided and
minute domestic happiness. An amiable wife and sweet children I
contemplate as part of that Beauty, but I must have a thousand
of those beautiful particles to fill up my heart. I feel more
and more every day, as my imagination strengthens, that I do
not live in this world alone, but in a thousand worlds. No
sooner am I alone, than shapes of epic greatness are stationed
around me, and serve my spirit the office which is equivalent
to a King’s Body-guard: ‘then Tragedy with scepter’d pall comes
sweeping by:’ according to my state of mind, I am with Achilles
shouting in the trenches, or with Theocritus in the vales of
Sicily; or throw my whole being into Troilus, and, repeating
those lines, ‘I wander like a lost soul upon the Stygian bank,
staying for waftage,’ I melt into the air with a voluptuousness
so delicate, that I am content to be alone. Those things,
combined with the opinion I have formed of the generality of
women, who appear to me as children to whom I would rather give
a sugar-plum than my time, form a barrier against matrimony
which I rejoice in. I have written this that you might see
that I have my share of the highest pleasures of life, and
that though I may choose to pass my days alone, I shall be no
solitary; you see there is nothing splenetic in all this. The
only thing that can ever affect me personally for more than one
short passing day, is any doubt about my powers of poetry: I
seldom have any, and I look with hope to the nighing time when
I shall have none.”[4]
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