Letters of John Keats to Fanny Brawne: Written in the years MDCCCXIX and MDCCCXX and now given from the original manuscripts — John Shaqi
Letters of John Keats to Fanny Brawne: Written in the years MDCCCXIX and MDCCCXX and now given from the original manuscriptsKeats, John
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Letters of John Keats to Fanny Brawne: Written in the years MDCCCXIX and MDCCCXX and now given from the original manuscripts
Keats, John
Brawne, Fanny, 1800-1865 -- Correspondence; Keats, John, 1795-1821 -- Correspondence; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Correspondence
Letter in so many words—for I am distracted with a thousand
thoughts. I will imagine you Venus tonight and pray, pray, pray
to your star like a Heathen.
Your’s ever, fair Star,
JOHN KEATS.
My seal is mark’d like a family table cloth with my Mother’s
initial F for Fanny:[28] put between my Father’s initials. You
will soon hear from me again. My respectful Compliments to your
Mother. Tell Margaret I’ll send her a reef of best rocks and
tell Sam[29] I will give him my light bay hunter if he will tie
the Bishop hand and foot and pack him in a hamper and send him
down for me to bathe him for his health with a Necklace of good
snubby stones about his Neck.[30]
IV.
Shanklin, Thursday Night.
[_Postmark,_ Newport, 9 August, 1819.]
My dear Girl,
You say you must not have any more such Letters as the last:
I’ll try that you shall not by running obstinate the other
way. Indeed I have not fair play—I am not idle enough for
proper downright love-letters—I leave this minute a scene in
our Tragedy[31] and see you (think it not blasphemy) through
the mist of Plots, speeches, counterplots and counterspeeches.
The Lover is madder than I am—I am nothing to him—he has a
figure like the Statue of Meleager and double distilled fire
in his heart. Thank God for my diligence! were it not for
that I should be miserable. I encourage it, and strive not to
think of you—but when I have succeeded in doing so all day and
as far as midnight, you return, as soon as this artificial
excitement goes off, more severely from the fever I am left
in. Upon my soul I cannot say what you could like me for. I
do not think myself a fright any more than I do Mr. A., Mr.
B., and Mr. C.—yet if I were a woman I should not like A. B.
C. But enough of this. So you intend to hold me to my promise
of seeing you in a short time. I shall keep it with as much
sorrow as gladness: for I am not one of the Paladins of old
who liv’d upon water grass and smiles for years together. What
though would I not give tonight for the gratification of my
eyes alone? This day week we shall move to Winchester; for I
feel the want of a Library.[32] Brown will leave me there to
pay a visit to Mr. Snook at Bedhampton: in his absence I will
flit to you and back. I will stay very little while, for as I
am in a train of writing now I fear to disturb it—let it have
its course bad or good—in it I shall try my own strength and
the public pulse. At Winchester I shall get your Letters more
readily; and it being a cathedral City I shall have a pleasure
always a great one to me when near a Cathedral, of reading them
during the service up and down the Aisle.
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