I want, in ending, to impregnate as well as I can these few lines with
all that my heart contains for you, for our dear children, for your dear
parents, for you all, to tell you still that night and day my thoughts,
all my very being, springs forward toward them, toward you, and it is
due to that alone that I live. I want to take you in my arms and hold
you to my heart with all the power of my love, to embrace thus also our
dear children, as I love you.
Your devoted
ALFRED.
A thousand kisses to your dear parents; again my most profound wishes of
happiness for our dear Marie, and many kisses for my brothers and
sisters; and to all, without exception, whatever may be their suffering,
whatever may be their fearful grief, always courage!
* * * * *
_10 August, 1897._
Dear Lucie:
I have just at this instant received your three letters of the month of
June and all the letters from the family, and it is under the
impression, always keen, always poignant, that so many sweet souvenirs
evoke in me, so many appalling sufferings also, that I will answer.
I will tell you once more, first all my profound affection, all my
immense tenderness, all my admiration, for your noble character; then I
will open all my soul to you, and I will tell you your duty, your
right, that right that you should renounce only with your life. And this
right, this duty, that is equally imprescriptible for my country as for
you, is to will it that the light shall shine full and entire upon this
horrible drama; it is to will without weakening, without boasting, but
with indomitable energy, that our name, the name that our dear children
bear, shall be washed free from this horrible stain.
And this object, this end, you, Lucie, you all should attain it, like
good and valiant French men and women who are suffering martyrdom, but
not one of whom, no matter what bitter outrages he has suffered, has
ever forgotten his duty to his country for one single instant. And the
day when the light shall shine, when the whole truth shall be
revealed--as it must be, for neither time, patience, nor effort of the
will should be counted in working for such an end--ah, well! if I am no
longer with you, it will be for you to wash my name from this new
outrage, so undeserved, that nothing has ever justified; and I repeat
it, whatever may have been my sufferings, however atrocious may have
been the tortures inflicted upon me--tortures that I cannot forget,
tortures that can be excused only by the passions that sometimes lead
men astray--I have never forgotten that far above men, far above their
passions, far above their errors, is our country. It is she that will be
my final judge.
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