To be an honest man does not wholly consist in being incapable of
stealing a hundred sous from the pocket of a neighbor; to be an honest
man, I say, is to be able always to see one’s reflection in that mirror
that forgets nothing, that sees everything, that knows everything; to
be able to see one’s self, in a word, in one’s conscience with the
certitude of having always and everywhere done one’s duty. That
certitude I have.
Then, dear and good Lucie, do your duty bravely, pitilessly, as a good
and valiant Frenchwoman who is suffering martyrdom, but who is resolved
that the name she bears, the name that her children bear, shall be
cleansed from this horrible stain. The light must break out, it must
shine in all its brilliancy. The limitations of time should no longer be
anything to you.
Indeed, I know too well that the sentiments that animate me are
cherished by you all; they are common to all of us, to your dear family
as to my own.
I cannot speak to you of the children; besides, I know you too well to
doubt for one single instant the manner in which you will bring them up.
Never leave them; be with them always, heart and soul; listen to them
always, however importunate may be their questions.
As I have often told you, to educate children is not merely to assure
their material life, nor even their intellectual life, but it is also to
assure to them the support that they should find in their parents, the
confidence with which the latter should inspire them, the certainty that
they should always have that there is one place where they can unburden
their hearts, where they can forget their pains, their sorrows, no
matter how little, how trivial they may sometimes appear.
In these last lines I would put once more all my deep love for you, for
our dear children, for your dear parents, for you all, all those whom I
love from the bottom of my heart, for all the friends whose thoughts for
me I divine, whose unalterable devotion I know; and I would say to you
again and again, Courage, courage! I would tell you that nothing should
shake your will; that high above my life hovers the one supreme
care--the honor of my name, of the name you bear, the name our children
bear.
I would embrace you with the ardent fire that animates my soul, the fire
that is to be extinguished only with my life.
I embrace you from the depths of my heart, with all my strength, and so
also I embrace my dear, my adored children.
Your devoted
ALFRED.
A thousand kisses for the dear children now and always. All my wishes of
happiness for Marie and her dear husband; and as many kisses for all my
dear brothers and sisters, for Lucie and Henri.
* * * * *
_4 September, 1897._
Dear Lucie:
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