"I am going to give you my freedom. I am leaving the Franco-African. Are
you surprised, like everyone else? It is quite impossible to do two
things well at the same time, and I have decided to love you to
perfection. That will take up all my time."
"It's a dangerous outlook for me," replied Irene. "Imagine my anxiety."
"Since you are my wife ..."
"Considering the length of the journey, you are hurrying too much at the
start. You must be wary."
"No. For once in your life you have found a Frenchman who is not prudent
and acts without thinking of to-morrow, and you give him no
encouragement. Don't think too much of me for it; it is no sacrifice for
me. We live in an age when things leave us long before we leave them. I
know quite well when I shall tire of happiness, but I never know when
happiness will be tired of me: it took me by surprise; so I cling to it.
I can easily live without doing anything; I was brought up in England.
Why is it that French people always think that when a statesman is no
longer in office, when an author's books no longer appear in the shop
windows, or a business man neglects his office, he is going to die?
Besides, it isn't as if I were going to retire into the desert. On the
contrary, you know that I am at last emerging from my solitude."
"Which is preparation for boredom."
"No, for bliss. In spite of appearances, I was a lonely man, that is to
say a caveman, supremely selfish, hunting for his daily food, just
enough for himself. I regret it now. I've written a very tactful letter
to my Board of Directors, and I've got a year's holiday. As to the
Company, I just asked them to let me retire into your arms. Besides,
what am I leaving?"
"Don't break with anything, Lewis, believe me. Life is better without
shocks. You will soon regret your work and even your friends."
"I have passed the age for having friends. By now they have all met the
woman they were meant to meet. You know what women think of friendship
between men: it puts them in the shade. As for work ... I have never
worked. Modern business isn't work, it's plunder. I was going headlong
into old age with that over-agitation and lack of activity which are
typical of the present day. So far from being diminished, my resources
have increased since I've had you. I am learning to become human. My
first need is to adore you."
"Mine is to yield to you," answered Irene, "even though you are listless
and frivolous ... but I don't regret my foolishness any more. I need you
now that I have cut adrift from everything. You are my nearest
relation."
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