England -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Repression (Psychology) -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
And poor Robin----
Paralysis. She saw the paralysis coming between them, separating them,
and inside her the secret pain was soothed. She need not think of Robin
married any more.
She was going to stay with them. Robin had written the letter. He said
Prissie wanted her. When she met him on the platform she had a little
shock at seeing him changed. Changed. His face was fuller, and a dark
moustache hid the sensitive, uneven, pulsing lip. His mouth was dragged
down further at the corners. But he was the same Robin. In the cab,
going to the house, he sat silent, breathing hard; she felt the tremor
of his consciousness and knew that he still loved her; more than he
loved Priscilla. Poor little Prissie. How terrible!
Priscilla sat by the fireplace in a wheel chair. She became agitated
when she saw Harriett; her arms shook as she lifted them for the
embrace.
“Hatty--you’ve hardly changed a bit.” Her voice shook.
Poor little Prissie. She was thin, thinner than ever, and stiff as if
she had withered. Her face was sallow and dry, and the luster had gone
from her black hair. Her wide mouth twitched and wavered, wavered and
twitched. Though it was warm summer she sat by a blazing fire with the
windows behind her shut.
Through dinner Harriett and Robin were silent and constrained. She tried
not to see Prissie shaking and jerking and spilling soup down the front
of her gown. Robin’s face was smooth and blank; he pretended to be
absorbed in his food, so as not to look at Prissie. It was as if
Prissie’s old restlessness had grown into that ceaseless jerking
and twitching. And her eyes fastened on Robin; they clung to him and
wouldn’t let him go. She kept on asking him to do things for her.
“Robin, you might get me my shawl;” and Robin would go and get the shawl
and put it round her. Whenever he did anything for her Prissie’s face
would settle down into a quivering, deep content.
At nine o’clock he lifted her out of her wheel chair. Harriett saw his
stoop, and the taut, braced power of his back as he lifted. Prissie lay
in his arms with rigid limbs hanging from loose attachments, inert, like
a doll. As he carried her upstairs to bed her face had a queer, exalted
look of pleasure and of triumph.
Harriett and Robin sat alone together in his study.
“How long is it since we’ve seen each other?”
“Five years, Robin.”
“It isn’t. It can’t be.”
“It is.”
“I suppose it is. But I can’t believe it. I can’t believe I’m married.
I can’t believe Prissie’s ill. It doesn’t seem real with you sitting
there.”
“Nothing’s changed, Robin, except that you’re more serious.”
“Nothing’s changed, except that I’m more serious than ever.... Do you
still do the same things? Do you still sit in the curly chair, holding
your work up to your chin with your little pointed hands like a
squirrel? Do you still see the same people?”
“I don’t make new friends, Robin.”
He seemed to settle down after that, smiling at his own thoughts,
appeased....
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