England -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Repression (Psychology) -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
“I’ve brought Mimi,” she said. “I want you to see what a darling he is.”
Mimi, a Persian, all orange on the top and snow white underneath,
climbed her breast to hang flattened out against her shoulder, long,
the great plume of his tail fanning her. She swung round to show the
innocence of his amber eyes and the pink arch of his mouth supporting
his pink nose.
“I want you to see my mignonette,” said Harriett. They stood together by
the crushed ring where Mimi had made his bed.
The pretty girl said she was sorry. “But, you see, we _can’t_ restrain
him. I don’t know what’s to be done.... Unless you kept a cat yourself;
then you won’t mind.”
“But,” Harriett said, “I don’t like cats.”
“Oh, why not?”
Harriett knew why. A cat was a compromise, a substitute, a subterfuge.
Her pride couldn’t stoop. She was afraid of Mimi, of his enchanting
play, and the soft white fur of his stomach. Maggie’s baby. So she said,
“Because they destroy the beds. And they kill birds.”
The pretty girl’s chin burrowed in Mimi’s neck. “You _won’t_ throw
stones at him?” she said.
“No, I wouldn’t _hurt_ him.... What did you say his name was?”
“Mimi.”
Harriett softened. She remembered. “When I was a little girl I had a cat
called Mimi. White Angora. Very handsome. And your name is----”
“Brailsford. I’m Dorothy.”
Next time, when Mimi jumped on the lupins and broke them down, Dorothy
came again and said she was sorry. And she stayed to tea. Harriett
revealed herself.
“My father was Hilton Frean.” She had noticed for the last fifteen years
that people showed no interest when she told them that. They even stared
as though she had said something that had no sense in it. Dorothy said,
“How nice.”
_“Nice?”_
“I mean it must have been nice to have him for your father.... You don’t
mind my coming into your garden last thing to catch Mimi?”
Harriett felt a sudden yearning for Dorothy. She saw a pleasure, a
happiness, in her coming. She wasn’t going to call, but she sent little
notes in to Dorothy asking her to come to tea.
Dorothy declined.
But every evening, towards bedtime, she came into the garden to catch
Mimi. Through the window Harriett could hear her calling: “Mimi! Mimi!”
She could see her in her white frock, moving about, hovering, ready to
pounce as Mimi dashed from the bushes. She thought: “She walks into my
garden as if it was her own. But she won’t make a friend of me. She’s
young, and I’m old.”
She had a piece of wire netting put up along the wall to keep Mimi out.
“That’s the end of it,” she said. She could never think of the young
girl without a pang of sadness and resentment.
Fifty-five. Sixty.
In her sixty-second year Harriett had her first bad illness.
It was so like Sarah Barmby. Sarah got influenza and regarded it as a
common cold and gave it to Harriett who regarded it as a common cold and
got pleurisy.
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