Well dear I am away from Massillon once again, but feel as if I
had left something behind this time that I never left before.
I arrived here at 4:05 yesterday afternoon and have been on one
continual trot ever since then, and I leave here tonight at 11:25,
and when I wake up I’ll be in St. Louis, as this is an awfully
fast train....
[An all-night ride in a day coach, but what was that to her?]
Poor Dorothy what did she do when I left? I could hardly keep the
tears back, and I couldn’t say a word for the lump in my
throat.... I do hope she won’t be homesick. You know that
feeling....
“_You know that feeling_”—who knew it better than herself? The letter
ends, “Your loving make-believe sister.” It bears her East St. Louis
address: 246 Collinsville Ave.
A week later she wrote, “How is my little fat sister? Does she seem to
be satisfied? Bless her old fat heart, she is bad but I love her.”
She tells of a day’s trip to a small town in Illinois, and how, when she
got back to the store, they were “awfully rushed, so of course I had to
help.” In another letter, we hear of a girl named Mertice, who is going
to give a party for her, “at a big Hall.”
They have ordered an automobile, seven passenger—45 horsepower,
but it won’t be here until March. Oh, I wish you would hear her
talk about all the trips we are going to take. She knows all about
you, Nell. She couldn’t help but know if she is around me very
long.
XIV
A CONVENT SCHOOL. TYPHOID
Lillian never got to ride in Mert’s 45 horsepower car. Almost
immediately she found herself shut safely in a convent school across the
river—The Ursuline Academy—not for anything she had done, or was likely
to do, but because this plan seemed to offer special advantages. Her
mother lived in a tiny room, near the store. It was in no sense a home,
and working as she did, twelve or fourteen hours a day, she could give a
daughter very little care. A public school would mean that Lillian’s
free hours would have to be spent in the store, on the street, or with
her aunt across the river. No place for play, no place for study. The
Ursuline Academy provided board and tuition for twenty dollars a month,
and was thought to be very good.
Lillian was not at first greatly interested in the convent idea,
especially when she learned she could leave it but once a month. It was
just another kind of those dreaded “Institutions.”
She changed her mind about all that, later. It seemed to her that at
last she had reached a place of peace and rest. No troubles, no dangers,
any more. She was a natural _religieuse_, and found a vast and nameless
comfort behind the high walls and closed windows. The place might have
been in the midst of the Sahara, for all that could be seen of the outer
world.
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