The school part was the hardest. She had made a mistake in the
beginning: When she was asked about her grade, some imp prompted her to
promote herself. She was accepted at her own valuation, but keeping up
to it nearly killed her. She could do it all but the mathematics.
Advanced arithmetic was just a jungle of terrors, algebra an uncharted
sea from which daily she must be rescued as she was going down for the
third time. What with one thing and another, her punishment seemed
almost more than she could bear....
Her face took on an added wistfulness; she became more than ever like a
spirit. Gladys Fariss, her schoolmate, watching her come down the
evening hillside, the sunset in her hair, could think only of Saint
Cecilia....
Lillian, her memory blurred by her mental struggle, had no clear picture
of Shawnee in later years. Fortunately, Gladys has preserved it for us.
Lillian Gish! How often have I dreamed of her—heard her musical
voice from out the purple distances. What a joy to recall her in
my classes of Shawnee High.
We were in the English class together. She especially enjoyed
literature.... I sat and watched the door each day for Lillian’s
coming from her previous class. Classmates, the teacher, the class
work, have long since passed into oblivion, but photographed in my
memory is the picture, framed by the doorway.
She had recently recovered from typhoid fever. Her hair was a
golden halo, alive with newness, about her oval face. It was worn
caught loosely back and with a black ribbon bow. At the
Junior-Senior dance we sophomores were invited guests ... Lillian
dressed in filmy white was dancing ... classically, romantically,
as with enchanted feet, an ivory statuette, in a world of chiffon
and moonlight.
She sang in the choir of the Episcopal Church. She was spiritual
and philosophic, a dreamer, quiet and far-seeing. She was a
listener, never outspoken. She was somewhat retiring, yet not
abashed. She talked very little of her life. I never remember her
mentioning the stage.
She loved the out-of-doors—the sunshine, which seemed to be a part
of her.... Upon returning a borrowed book, I shall never forget
her graciousness of manner and kindliness of words....
* * * * *
In the English class one day, we exchanged themes for a
remembrance. This theme of hers has always been my most prized
possession. It is a graphic and beautiful description of her
mother, and incidentally somewhat of herself.
“_The Face Most Familiar to Me._
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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