“I should think as you do, Mr. Malcolm. It is a terrible thing to take
away the life of a fellow-creature without the least provocation.”
“Ah! I knew you would blame me; but he was an enemy after all; I had a
right to kill him; I was hired by the government under whom I served to
kill him: and who shall condemn me?”
“No one more than your own heart.”
“It is not the heart, but the brain, that must decide in questions of
right and wrong,” said he. “I acted from impulse, and shot the man; had
I reasoned upon it for five minutes, that man would be living now. But
what's done cannot be undone. Did I ever show you the work I wrote upon
South America?”
“Are you an author,” said I, incredulously.
“To be sure I am. Murray offered me £100 for my manuscript, but I would
not take it. Shall I read to you some passages from it?”
I am sorry to say that his behaviour in the morning was uppermost in my
thoughts, and I had no repugnance in refusing.
“No, don't trouble yourself. I have the dinner to cook, and the children
to attend to, which will cause a constant interruption; you had better
defer it to some other time.”
“I shan't ask you to listen to me again,” said he, with a look of
offended vanity; but he went to his trunk, and brought out a large MS.,
written on foolscap, which he commenced reading to himself with an air
of great self-importance, glancing from time to time at me, and smiling
disdainfully. Oh, how glad I was when the door opened, and the return of
Moodie broke up this painful _tête-à-tête_.
From the sublime to the ridiculous is but a step. The very next day, Mr.
Malcolm made his appearance before me wrapped in a great-coat belonging
to my husband, which literally came down to his heels. At this strange
apparition, I fell a-laughing.
“For God's sake, Mrs. Moodie, lend me a pair of inexpressibles. I
have met with an accident in crossing the fence, and mine are torn to
shreds--gone to the devil entirely.”
“Well, don't swear. I'll see what can be done for you.”
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