Two hours and a half each day we spent with a priest, whom we were
taught to call Father Darity (I do not know as I spell this and other
names correctly, but I give it to the reader as it sounded to my ear).
He appeared to take great pleasure in learning us to repeat the prayers
and catechism required by Priest Dow. He also gave us a variety of
instructions in other things, enjoining in particular the most absolute
obedience and perfect silence. He assured us that if we dared to disobey
him in the least particular, he should know it, even if he was not
present with us at the time. He said he knew all our thoughts, words,
and actions; and if we did not obey, he should "EAT US WITH A GRAIN OF
SALT."
I presume my reader will smile at this, and exclaim, "How absurd!" Yes,
to you it is absurd; but to the mind of a child who placed the utmost
confidence in his veracity, it was an evidence that he was invested
with supernatural powers. For myself I believed every word he said,
and nothing would have tempted me to disobey him. Perfect obedience he
considered the highest attainment, and, to secure this, the greatest of
all virtues, no means were thought too severe. We were frightened and
punished in every possible way.
But, though Father Darity acted on the one great principle with the
Romanists, that the "end sanctifies the means," he was in general a much
kinder man than Priest Dow. He urged us on with our catechism as fast as
possible, telling us, as a motive to greater diligence, that the bishop
was soon to visit us, and that we could not be admitted to his presence
until we had our prayers and catechism perfectly.
One day, when we were in the yard at play, I told one of the little
girls that I did not like to live there; that I did not like one of the
people in the house; that I wished to return to my father, and I should
tell him so the first time he came to see me.
"Then you like to live with your father?" said she. I told her I did,
for then I could do as I pleased, without the fear of punishment. She
said that she did not like to live there any better than I did. I asked
her why she did not go away, if she disliked to stay. She replied, "I
should like to go away well enough, if I had any friends to go to; but
my father and mother are both dead, and I have no home but this; so you
see I must stay here if they wish me to; but there is one consolation;
if we are good girls, and try to do right, they will be kind to us." I
made no further remark; but the moment we returned to the house she
told the Superior what I said, taking good care not to repeat her own
expressions, and leaving the Superior to infer that she had made no
reply.
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