During my illness I thought a great deal about my father, and wondered
why he did not come to see me, as he had promised. I used to cry for him
in my sleep, and very often awoke in tears. St. Bridget sought in every
possible way to make me forget him, and the priest would tell me that I
need not think so much about him, for he no longer cared for me. He
said the devil had got him, and I would never see him again. These cruel
words, so far from making me forget, served to awaken a still greater
desire to see him, and increased my grief because I was denied the
privilege.
In the room with me, were six other little girls, who were all sick at
the same time, and St. Bridget took care of us all For two of the little
girls, I felt the greatest sympathy. They were quite young, I think not
more than three years of age, and they grieved continually. They made
no complaint, did not even shed a tear, but they sobbed all the time,
whether asleep or awake. Of their history, I could learn nothing at that
time, except the fact, that they were taken from their parents for the
good of their souls. I afterwards overheard a conversation that led me
to think that they were heirs to a large property, which, if they were
out of the way, would go to the church. But it is of what I know, and
not what I think, that I have undertaken to write, and I do know that
the fate of those little girls was hard in the extreme, whatever might
have been the cause of their being there. Poor little creatures! No
wonder their hearts were broken. Torn from parents and friends while yet
in early childhood--doomed while life is spared, to be subject to the
will of those who know no mercy--who feel no pity, but consider it a
religious duty to crush, and destroy all the pure affections--all the
exquisite sensibilities of the human soul. Yet to them these hapless
babes must look for all the earthly happiness they could hope to enjoy.
They were taught to obey them in all things, and consider them their
only friends and protectors. I never saw them after I left that room,
but they did not live long. I was glad they did not, for in the cold
grave their sufferings would be over and they would rest in peace.
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