I was so decided, and had received such strength and grace from heaven,
that the priest was dumbfounded,--my smooth stone out of the sling
had hit him in the right place. After much effort to appear bland and
good-natured, he drew near my chair, seized my hand, and said, "My dear
daughter, you mistake me. I love you as a daughter, I wish only your
happiness. Your god-father, the holy Bishop, does not intend that you
shall remain a common nun more than a year. After the first year you
shall be raised to the highest dignity in the convent. You shall be the
Lady Superior, and all the nuns shall bow at your feet, and implicitly
obey your commands.
"The Lady Superior of St. Clara is now very old, and his lordship wishes
soon to fill her place. For that purpose he has selected his adopted
daughter. Your talents, education, wealth, and high position in society,
eminently fit you for one of the highest dignities on earth."
"A thousand thanks for the kindness of my lord Bishop," said I; "but
your reverence has not altered my mind in the least. I can never bow
down to the feet of any Lady Superior, neither will I ever consent to
see a single human being degraded at my feet. The holy Bible says, 'Thou
shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.'" "Bible,
my daughter!" exclaimed the priest, "Where did you see that dangerous
book? Know you not that his holiness the Pope has placed it in the
Index Expurgatorius, because it has been the means of the damnation of
millions of souls? Not because it is in itself a bad book, but because
it is a theological work, prepared only for the priests and ministers of
our holy religion. Therefore, it is always a very dangerous book in
the hands of women or laymen, who wrest the Scriptures to their own
destruction."
"Well, reverend sir," I replied, "you seem determined to differ from the
Lord Jesus and his apostles. I read in the New Testament that we should
search the Scriptures because they testify of Christ. And one of the
apostles, I don't remember which, said, 'all scripture is given by the
inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine and for instruction
in righteousness.' Now, reverend sir, if the people have souls, as well
as the priests, why should they not read the word of God which speaks of
Christ and is profitable for instruction?"
"You are almost a heretic!" exclaimed the priest, "and you talk very
much like one." His countenance changed to a pale sickly hue, as he
said, "My daughter, where did you get that dangerous book? If you have,
it in your possession, give it to me, and I will bless you, and pray for
you to the blessed Madonna that she may save you from the infernal pit
of heresy."
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