Our curiosity being satisfied as far as possible, we returned to the
side room, where we waited long for the lady Superior. When at length
she came, she turned to me first, as I sat next the door, and asked me
if I had anything to show in proof of my former good character. I gave
her my card; she looked at it, and led me to the other side of the room.
The same question was asked of every girl in turn, when it was found
that only four beside myself had cards of good behavior. The other six
presented cards which she said were for bad behavior. They were all
placed together on the other side of the room; and as the Superior was
about to lead them away, one of them came towards us saying that she
did not wish to stay with those girls, she would rather go with us.
The Superior drew her back, and replied, "No, child; you cannot go with
those good girls; you would soon learn them some of your naughty ways.
If you will do wrong, you must take the consequences." Then, seeing that
the child really felt very bad, she said, in a kinder tone, "When you
learn to do right, you shall be allowed to go with good girls, but not
before." I pitied the poor child, and for a long time I hoped to see her
come to our room; but she never came. They were all led off together,
and that was the last I ever saw of any of them.
I was taken, with the other four girls, to a room on the second floor.
Here we found five cribs, one for each of us, in which we slept. Our
food was brought to us regularly, consisting of one thin slice of fine
wheat bread for each of us, and a small cup of milk. It was only in
the morning, however, that the milk was allowed us, and for dinner and
supper we had a slice of bread and a cup of water. This was not half
enough to satisfy our hunger; but we could have no more. For myself I
can say that I was hungry all the time, and I know the others were also;
but we could not say so to each other. We were in that room together
five weeks, yet not one word passed between us. We did sometimes smile,
or shake our heads, or make some little sign, though even this was
prohibited, but we never ventured to speak. We were forbidden to do
so, on pain of severe punishment; and I believe we were watched all the
time, and kept there, for a trial of our obedience. We were employed in
peeling a soft kind of wood for beds, and filling the ticks with it. We
were directed to make our own beds, keep our room in the most perfect
order, and all our work in the middle of the floor. The Superior came up
every morning to see that we were thoroughly washed, and every Saturday
she was very particular to have our clothes and bed linen all changed.
As every convenience was provided in our rooms or the closets adjoining,
we were not obliged to go out for anything, and for five weeks I did not
go out of that room.
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