On leaving the chapel after the ceremony, I found a new Superior,
waiting for us at the door to conduct us to our rooms. We were all very
much surprised at this, but she informed us that our old Superior died
that morning, that she was already buried, and she had come to take her
place. I could not believe this story, for she came to us as usual that
morning, appeared in usual health, though always very pale, and made no
complaint, or exhibited any signs of illness. She told us in her kind
and pleasant way that we were to be consecrated, gave us a few words of
advice, but said nothing about leaving us, and I do not believe she even
thought of such a thing. Little did I think, when she left us, that I
was never to see her again. But so it was. In just two hours and a half
from that time, we were told that she was dead and buried, and another
filled her place! A probable story, truly! I wonder if they thought we
believed it! But whether we did or not, that was all we could ever know
about it. No allusion was ever made to the subject, and nuns are not
allowed to ask questions. However excited we might feel, no information
could we seek as to the manner of her death. Whether she died by
disease, or by the hand of violence; whether her gentle spirit
peacefully winged its way to the bosom of its God, or was hastily driven
forth upon the dagger's point, whether some kind friend closed her eyes
in death, and decently robed her cold limbs for the grave, or whether
torn upon the agonizing rack, whether she is left to moulder away in
some dungeon's gloom, or thrown into the quickly consuming fire, we
could never know. These, and many other questions that might have been
asked, will never be answered until the last great day, when the grave
shall give up its dead, and, the prison disclose its secrets.
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