At length the bell rang, and all the girls immediately left their beds,
and placed themselves upon their knees. I followed their example, but
I had scarcely time to kneel by my bed, when the Superior came into the
room with a light in her hand, and attended by a priest. He came to me,
opened a book, and told me to cross myself. This ceremony he instructed
me to perform in the following manner: the right hand is placed upon the
forehead, and drawn down to the breast; then across the breast from
left to right. The Superior then told me to say the prayer called
"Hail Mary!" I attempted to do so, but failed, for, though I had often
repeated it after my father, I could not say it correctly alone. She
then bade me join my hands, and repeat it after her. "Hail Mary! Full of
grace! The Lord be with thee! Blessed art thou among women! Blessed is
the fruit of thy womb, Jesus! Mother of God! Pray for us sinners, now,
and at the hour of our death, Amen."
"Now," said the Superior, as I rose from my knees, "you must learn every
word of that prayer before to-morrow night, or go without your supper."
I tried my best to remember it, but with so little instruction, for she
repeated it to me but once, I found it quite impossible the next night
to say it correctly. Of course, I was compelled to go without my supper.
This may seem a light punishment to those who have enough to eat--who
sit down to a full table, and satisfy their appetite three times per
day, but to a nun, who is allowed only enough to sustain life, it
is quite a different thing. And especially to a child, this mode of
punishment is more severe, and harder to bear than almost any other. I
thought I would take good care not to be punished in that way again; but
I little knew what was before me.
Before the Superior left us she assisted me into bed, and bade me be
very still until the second bell in the morning. Then, I must rise
and dress as quickly as possible, and go to her room. Quietness, she
enjoined upon me as a virtue, while the least noise, or disturbance of
any kind, would be punished as a crime. She said I must walk very softly
indeed along the halls, and close the doors so carefully that not
a sound could be heard. After giving me these first instructions in
convent life, she left me, and I was allowed to sleep the rest of the
night.
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