Life in the sick-room : $b EssaysMartineau, Harriet
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Life in the sick-room : $b Essays
Martineau, Harriet
Conduct of life; Sick
Because the good is indissolubly connected with ideas--with the unseen
realities which are indestructible. This is true, even of those
pleasures of sense which of themselves would be as evanescent as bodily
pains. The flowers sent to me by kind neighbours have not
perished,--that is, the idea and pleasure of them remain, though every
blossom was withered months ago. The game and fruit, eaten in their
season, remain as comforts and luxuries, preserved in the love that sent
them. Every letter and conversation abides,--every new idea is mine for
ever; all the knowledge, all the experience of the year, is so much
gain. Even the courses of the planets, and the changes of the moon, and
the hay-making and harvest, are so much immortal wealth--as real a
possession as all the pain of the year was a passing apparition. Yes,
even the quick bursts of sunshine are still mine. For one instance,
which will well illustrate what I mean, let us look back so far as the
Spring, and take one particular night of severe pain, which made all
rest impossible. A short intermission, which enabled me to send my
servant to rest, having ended in pain, I was unwilling to give further
disturbance, and wandered, from mere misery, from my bed and my dim
room, which seemed full of pain, to the next apartment, where some
glimmer through the thick window-curtain showed that there was light
abroad. Light indeed! as I found on looking forth. The sun, resting on
the edge of the sea, was hidden from me by the walls of the old priory:
but a flood of rays poured through the windows of the ruin, and gushed
over the waters, strewing them with diamonds, and then across the green
down before my windows, gilding its furrows, and then lighting up the
yellow sands on the opposite shore of the harbour, while the
market-garden below was glittering with dew and busy with early bees and
butterflies. Besides these bees and butterflies, nothing seemed
stirring, except the earliest riser of the neighbourhood, to whom the
garden belongs. At the moment, she was passing down to feed her pigs,
and let out her cows; and her easy pace, arms a-kimbo, and complacent
survey of her early greens, presented me with a picture of ease so
opposite to my own state, as to impress me ineffaceably. I was suffering
too much to enjoy this picture at the moment: but how was it at the end
of the year? The pains of all those hours were annihilated--as
completely vanished as if they had never been; while the momentary peep
behind the window-curtain made me possessor of this radiant picture for
evermore. This is an illustration of the universal fact. That brief
instant of good has swallowed up long weary hours of pain. An
inexperienced observer might, at the moment, have thought the conditions
of my gain heavy enough; but the conditions being not only discharged,
but annihilated long ago, and the treasure remaining for ever, would not
my best friend congratulate me on that sunrise? Suppose it shining on,
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