Life in the sick-room : $b EssaysMartineau, Harriet
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Life in the sick-room : $b Essays
Martineau, Harriet
Conduct of life; Sick
of our lives. Wealth would be a trouble to us--a responsibility we would
rather decline; and it is astonishing to us that any man can wish for
more than is needed to furnish his children well for the probation of
life. Ambition and its objects (of course, not including usefulness)
appear to us so much voluntarily incurred bondage and fatigue.
Subjection to the opinions of men--a dependence on their suffrages for
any heartfelt object--seems a slavery so humbling and so unnecessary,
that we could hardly wonder sufficiently at it, but for the recollection
that all human desires and passions are the instruments by which the
work of the race is done, and that ambition is far from being among the
lowest of these instruments. Those of us who had known formerly, for a
sufficient length of time, what it was to have fame, did not need to be
laid by to discover how soon and how thoroughly it becomes disregarded
(except for its collateral privileges), and left behind among our
forgotten objects of desire: but our present position is the best for
following out its true history--for tracing that path a reach beyond the
point where moralists commonly leave it. The young aspirant is warned
betimes, without practical effect, that the privileges of obscurity are
irrecoverable: that, when he has become famous, he may long in vain for
the quiet shelter of privacy, that he has left. He feels this, with a
sense of panic, when he has gained the celebrity he longs for, and is
undergoing his first agonies from adverse opinion. If he would but
believe us, we watchers could tell him that, though he can never retreat
into his original privacy, there is a yet more complete shelter before
him, if he does not linger, or take up his rest short of his journey’s
end. This shelter is not to be found in indifference, in contempt for
human opinion--that ugly mask behind which some strive to hide the
workings of an agonised countenance, while the scorchings of scorn beat
fiercely on their brains, and the jeerings of ridicule torture their
ears. There is no rest, no shelter, in contempt: and human opinion can
never be naturally despised, though it has no claim to any man’s
allegiance. The true and welcome ultimate shelter of the celebrated is
in great interests--great objects. If they use the power their fame puts
into their hands for the furtherance of any of the great ends for which
Providence is operating, they find themselves by degrees in possession
once more of the external freedom, the internal quiet, the genuine
privacy of soul, which they believed forfeited for ever, while the
consciousness of the gaze of the world was upon them. They read what is
said of themselves in print just as if it was said of any other person,
if it be laudatory; and with a quieter feeling still if it be adverse,
as I shall presently describe.
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