This miraculous paradox is the proof of the fire of genius. It is
repugnant to the egotism of the self-centered, to the pretensions of
would-be supermen, and to the poverty of the avaricious because the
little that they have is not even enough for themselves. He who cannot
or will not serve shows that he has nothing to give, is a weakling,
impotent, imperfect, empty. But the genius is no true genius if he does
not exuberantly benefit his inferiors. To serve is not always the same
as to obey. A people can be served better sometimes by a man who puts
himself at their head to force them to be saved even if they do not wish
it. There is nothing servile in serving.
James and John understood this stimulating saying of Jesus. We find one
of them, John, among the nearest and most loving of the disciples. At
the Last Supper he leans his head on Jesus’ breast; and from the height
of the cross Jesus, crucified, confides the Virgin to him, that he
should be a son to her.
THE OTHERS
Thomas owes his popularity to the quality which should be his shame.
Thomas, the twin, is the guardian of modernity, as Thomas Aquinas is the
oracle of medieval life. He is the true patron saint of Spinoza and of
all the other deniers of the resurrection, the man who is not satisfied
even with the testimony of his eyes, but wishes that of his hands as
well. And yet his love for Jesus makes him pardonable. When they came to
the Master to say that Lazarus was dead, and the disciples hesitated
before going into Judea among their enemies, it was Thomas alone who
said: “Let us also go, that we may die with him.” The martyrdom which he
did not find then came to him in India, after Christ’s death.
Matthew is the dearest of all the Twelve. He was a tax-gatherer, a sort
of under-publican, and probably had more education than his companions.
He followed Jesus as readily as the fishermen. “And after these things
he went forth, and saw a publican named Levi, sitting at the receipt of
custom: and he said unto him, follow me. And he left all, rose up, and
followed him. And Levi made him a great feast in his own house.” It was
not a heap of torn nets which Matthew left, but a position, a stipend,
secure and increasing earnings. Giving up riches is easy for a man who
has almost nothing. Among the Twelve Matthew was certainly the richest
before his conversion. Of no other is it told that he could offer a
great feast, and this means that he made a greater and more meritorious
sacrifice by his rising at the first call from the seat where he was
accumulating money.
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