Jesus had known that He must soon die a shameful death. It was the
reward for which he was waiting and no one could have defrauded Him of
it. He who saves others is ready to lose himself; he who rescues others
necessarily pays with his person (that is, with the only value which is
really his and which surpasses and includes all other values); it is
fitting that he who loves his enemies should be hated even by his
friends; he who brings salvation to all nations must needs be killed by
his own people; it suits human ideas of the fitness of things that he
who offers his life should be put to death. Every benefaction is such an
offense to the native ingratitude of men that it can be paid for only by
the heaviest penalty. We lend ears only to voices which cry out from the
tombs, and reserve our scanty capacity for reverence for those whom we
have assassinated. The only truths which remain in the fleeting memory
of the human race are the truths written in blood.
Jesus knew what was awaiting Him at Jerusalem, and as later was said by
one worthy to portray Him, His every thought was colored by the thought
of death. Three times they had already tried to kill Him; the first time
at Nazareth when they took Him up on the summit of the mountain where
the city was built and wished to cast Him down; the second time in the
Temple, the Jews, offended by His talk, laid their hands on stones to
stone Him; and a third time at the feast of the Dedication in
winter-time, they took up the stones of the street to silence Him. But
for these three times he escaped because His hour was not yet come.
He kept His certainty of death in His own heart for Himself alone until
His last hours. For He did not wish to sadden His Disciples who would
have shrunk from following a condemned man, a man who in His own heart
knew Himself at the point of death. But after the triple consecration as
Messiah—Peter’s cry, the light of Hermon, the anointing of Bethany—He
could no longer keep silence. He knew too well the ingenuous complacency
of the Twelve. He knew that when the rare moments of enthusiasm and
illumination were gone, their thoughts were often the common thoughts of
common people, human even in their highest dreams. He knew that the
Messiah for whom they were waiting was a victorious restorer of the Age
of Gold and not the Man of Sorrows. They thought of Him as a king on his
throne and not as a criminal on the gallows; triumphant, receiving
homage and tribute, not spat upon, beaten, and insulted; come to raise
the dead and not to be executed like an assassin.
Lest the Disciples should lose this new certainty of Christ’s
Messiahship on the day of His ignominy, Christ knew that He must warn
them. They must learn from His own mouth that the Messiah would be
condemned, that the Victorious One would disappear in a dreadful
downfall, that the King of all kings would be insulted by Cæsar’s
servants, that the Son of God would be crucified by the ignorant, blind
servants of God.
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