Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
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Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).
Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
Passionists; Spencer, George, 1799-1864
"My recollections of the five or six first years of my life are very
vague,--more so by far than in the case of other persons; and
whether I had any notions of religion before my six-year-old
birthday, I cannot tell. But it was on that day, if I am not
mistaken, that I was taken aside, as for a serious conversation, by
my sister's governess, who was a Swiss lady, under whose care I
passed the years between leaving the nursery and being sent to
school, and instructed by her, for the first time, concerning the
existence of God and some other great truths of religion. It seems
strange now that I should have lived so long without acquiring any
ideas on the subject: my memory may deceive me, but I have a most
clear recollection of the very room at Althorp where I sat with her
while she declared to me, as a new piece of instruction, for which
till then I had not been judged old enough, that there was an
Almighty Being, dwelling in heaven, who had created me and all
things, and whom I was bound to fear. Till then, I believe, I had
not the least apprehension of the existence of anything beyond the
sensible world around me. This declaration, made to me as it was
with tender seriousness, was, I believe, accompanied with gracious
expressions, which have never been, in all my errors and wanderings,
obliterated. To what but the grace of God can I ascribe it, that I
firmly believed from the first moment this truth, of which I was not
capable of understanding a proof, and that I never since have
entertained a doubt of it, nor been led, like so many more, to
universal scepticism; that my faith in the truth of God should have
been preserved while for so long a time I lived, as I afterwards
did, wholly without its influence?
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