Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
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Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).
Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
Passionists; Spencer, George, 1799-1864
"My studies I followed with great zeal all the time I was at
Cambridge; but, as is generally the case there with those that aim
at places in the public examinations, I managed them without proper
distribution of time. By running through the journal I kept at the
time I find that, when {30} first I began to read hard, I have often
sat without moving from my table and read the clock round, that is,
from three or four in the afternoon to the same hour the next
morning, for the sake of doing what was counted an extraordinary
feat. There is no doubt that reading with regularity a smaller
number of hours every day would be more available for the attainment
of learning than these immoderate surfeits of study, as one may call
them; I only interposed a few days of amusement, when hardly any
work was done. In the long run, such a course as mine could not
answer, for it was sure to hurt the health and prevent the
attainment of the real end of all a young man's studies, which is,
acquiring knowledge to be turned to account in after life. Few young
men at Oxford or Cambridge, I suppose, have wisdom enough to
calculate this in advance. The object which they aim at is present
distinction, and outstripping their fellows in the race for college
prizes; and, as far as my experience goes, a glut of reading, if the
health does but stand it without breaking down, is the way to make
the most of one's chance at a public examination.
"The time of my being at Cambridge is one so interesting to me in
the recollection, that I cannot satisfy myself, when giving an
account of my progress through life, without dwelling at some length
upon it. My college course was not very long. At the time when I was
at Cambridge, honorary degrees were conferred on the sons of
noblemen at the end of two years' residence, by which they came to
the enjoyment of the rank and all the privileges of a Master of
Arts, which title was not to be attained, in the ordinary course, in
less than six or seven years. And what shortens the college life
much more is the extravagant length of the vacations; so that what
is reckoned one year at Cambridge is not more than five months'
actual residence in the University. Yet this is a most important and
critical period, and the short two years during which I was an
undergraduate at Cambridge were of immense importance in my destiny.
How vast is the good, of which I have learned the loss, but which I
might have gained, had I then known how to direct my views! On the
other hand, how {31} may I bless God for the quantity of evil from
which I have been preserved, and how wonderful has been my
preservation! When I remember how destitute I was of religion at
this time, I must say that I have to wonder rather at my being
preserved from so much evil, than at my having fallen into so much.
And how can I bless God for his exceeding goodness of which I am now
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