Enslaved persons -- United States -- Biography; Mason, Isaac, 1822-
At last Sunday morning dawned and found me hiding from the fierce anger
of a man who would soon be making his way to church; but I could not go.
I had no one to speak to but God. Alone, yet not alone. My thoughts may
be somewhat surmised when I inform my readers of the sacred relationship
of the man who had just attempted to take my life. He was a local
preacher in the Methodist Church, and considered one of its most pious
and consistent members. His religious fervor was so great that he could
not content himself with his own church, but also identified his name
with the colored Methodist Church of which I was a member. He would
frequently attend our meetings, jump, shout and sing, like the rest of
us. He was the leader of my class, my spiritual adviser and counsellor
in the time of trouble. Now, by his merciless treatment, I am driven
from the shelter of his home. What could I think of him? How could I
judge of his religious profession? How could I receive his religious
instructions? The more I thought of him this day the more my confidence
in him grew weaker. He was my master, and by the inhuman law of slavery
I was his property and must obey his mandates. During the day my
hiding-place was discovered by a fellow-slave who brought me food, which
removed a portion of sorrow from my wounded breast. In this affliction I
found, as in former instances, that by turning my heart towards God, He
would take care of me and provide for my wants. The Sabbath day drearily
passed away, and night found me still among the mulberry bushes to spend
a second night without shelter, bed or covering.
On Monday morning my _pious master_ told one of the slave hands if he
saw me to tell me to “come home!” When I received the message I
immediately returned. On my arrival I met the would-be murderer, and he
wanted to know “why I acted so; why I threw the meat to the dog?” In an
instant the cause of Saturday’s conflict and Sunday’s sorrow came to my
mind. Refusing to eat rotten beef and casting it to the dog had brought
down his vengeance on my much-defenceless head. The secret was revealed.
Miss Wallace had witnessed the act, taking it as a great insult to
herself. To use his own expression: “It was an insult to Miss Wallace,
for she had sent it out to the kitchen.” I replied that I did not know
it was an insult, I did not mean to insult her, and she did not know how
bad it smelled. He abruptly told me to go to work and he would see about
it. So we parted; he to counsel other methods of punishment or revenge,
and I to my work on the farm. At this season we were busily engaged
hauling lime to the farm. We completed this job in three weeks, then we
had to gather in the corn and tread out some wheat. The treading was
done by horses in what was called the “treading yard.” It was about the
middle of November when this portion of our annual work was completed.
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