Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian IslandsYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian Islands
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Missions -- Melanesia; Patteson, John Coleridge, 1827-1871
'I was too ill to be present at the whole service on Sunday, but I
attended the Holy Sacrament, and hope to do so to-morrow. We have with
us our dear Sarah Selwyn, who came on Thursday: she came in the most
kind and affectionate spirit, the first visit that she could make, that
she might if possible see me: "I will go and see him before he dies."
What delight this has been to me you may easily imagine, and what talk,
and what anecdotes we have had about you and all your circle; for though
your letters have all along let us in wonderfully into your daily life,
yet there were many things to be filled up, which we have now seen more
clearly and more perfectly recollect as long as our lives are spared.
'What at present intensely fills our hearts and minds is all that took
place on St. Matthias Day, and the day or two before and after. Passages
and circumstances there were, which it is almost wonderful that you all
could respectively bear, some affecting one the more and some the other;
but the absorbing feeling that a great work was then done, and the
ardent trust and prayer that it might turn out to the glory of God, and
the good of mankind, supported every one, I have no doubt. It was
about one of those days that I was first informed of the nature of
the complaint which had just been discovered, and which is bringing me
gradually to the grave.
'Trinity Sunday.--I am just returned from receiving the Holy Sacrament.
You will do so the same in a few hours, and they may well be joined
together, and probably the last that you and I shall receive together
in this world. My time is probably very short. Dear Sarah will hereafter
tell you more particulars of these few days. Dear Joan and Fanny are
watching me continually; it is hard work for them continually and most
uncertain, but in my mind it cannot be very long. Jem is here helping
them continually, but his wife's mother is grievously ill at a
relation's in Gloucestershire, and I will not have him withdrawn from
her. I hope that next week she may be removed to Jem's new cottage, next
Hyde Park, and then they, Joan and Fanny will watch me, and Jem on a
telegraph notice may come to me. If I dare express a hope, it is that
this state of things may not last long. But I have no desire to express
any hope at all; the matter is in the hands of a good God, who will
order all things as is best.... I would write more, but I am under the
serious impression that I shall be dead before this letter reaches you.
'May our Almighty God, three Persons, blessed for evermore, grant that
we may meet hereafter in a blessed eternity!'
One more letter was written:--
'Feniton Court, Honiton: June 12, 1861.
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