Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian IslandsYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian Islands
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Missions -- Melanesia; Patteson, John Coleridge, 1827-1871
Some of this is almost too sacred for publication, and yet it is well
that it should be seen how realising the Communion of Saints blessed
the solitary man who had given up home. The next letter is to Sir J. T.
Coleridge:--
'H.M.S. "Cordelia," September 11, 1861.
'My dearest Uncle,--It is now nearly five weeks since I learnt from
my letters of March and April, brought to me by this ship, the very
precarious state of my dear Father.
'He has never missed a mail since we have been parted, never once; and
he wrote as he always did both in March and April. I had read a letter
from the good Primate first; because I had to make up my mind whether I
could, as I was desired, take a cruise in this vessel; and in his letter
I heard of my dear Father's state. With what reverence I opened his
letters! With what short earnest prayers to God that I might have
strength supplied and resignation I had kept them till the last. All day
at Mota I had been too busy to read any but the Primate's letters. I
had many matters to arrange...and it was not until night that I could
quietly read my letters in the captain's cabin. My dear Father's words
seem to come to me like a voice from another world. I think from what
he says, and what they all say, that already he has departed to be with
Christ.
'I think of him and my dear mother, and those dear uncles James and
Frank, so specially dear to me, and others gone before. I think of all
that he has been to me, and yet how can I be unhappy? The great shock to
me was long overpast: it is easy for me to dwell on his gain rather
than my loss; yet how I shall miss his wise loving letters and all the
unrestrained delights of our correspondence.
'It is not with me as with those dear sisters, or with old Jem. Theirs
is the privilege of witnessing the beauty and holiness of his life to
the end; and theirs the sorrow of learning to live without him. Yet
I feel that the greatest perhaps of all the pleasures of this life is
gone. How I did delight in writing to him and seeking his approval
of what I was about! How I read and re-read his letters, entering so
entirely into my feelings, understanding me so well in my life, so
strangely different from what it used to be.
'Well, it should make me feel more than ever that I have but one thing
to live for--the good, if so it may please God, of these Melanesian
islands.
'I cannot say, for you will like to know my feelings, that I felt
so overwhelmed with this news as not to be able to go about my usual
business. Yet the rest on board the vessel has been very grateful to me.
The quiet cheerfulness and briskness will all come again, as I think;
and yet I think too that I shall be an older and more thoughtful man by
reason of this.
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