Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian IslandsYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian Islands
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Missions -- Melanesia; Patteson, John Coleridge, 1827-1871
'My dearest Father,--I have not been in Venice an hour yet, but little
did I expect to find such news waiting for me as is contained in Jem's
letter, and I can lose no time in answering it. It is indeed a heavy
trial for you, that, in addition to many years of constant annoyance
from your deafness, you should be obliged now, in the full vigour of
your mind, and with the advantage of your experience, to give up a
profession you so thoroughly delight in. I don't deny that I have
often contemplated the possibility of such a thing; and I had some
conversation with Uncle John last winter in consequence of my fancying
your deafness was on the increase, though the girls did not perceive it;
I hope with all my heart I was wrong. I told him what I know you feel,
that, painful as it will be to you to retire from the Bench, if any
dissatisfaction was expressed at your not hearing sufficiently what
passed, you would choose rather to give up your seat than to go on
under such circumstances. His answer, I remember, was that it was most
difficult to know what to do, because it was no use concealing the fact
that your infirmity did interfere with the working of the Court more
or less, on Circuit especially, and at other times when witnesses were
examined, but that your knowledge of law was so invaluable that it was
difficult to see how this latter advantage could fail to outweigh the
former defect; and everybody knew that they can't find a lawyer to fill
your place, though another man might do the ordinary circuit work with
greater comfort to the Bar; though therefore nobody is so painstaking
and so little liable to make mistakes, yet to people in general and in
the whole, another man would seem to do the work nearly as well, and
would do his work, as far as his knowledge and conscientiousness went,
with more ease;--this was something like the substance of what passed
then, and you may suppose that since that time I have thought more about
the possibility of your retirement; but as I know how very much you will
feel giving up an occupation in which you take a regular pride, I do
feel very sorry, and wish I was at home to do anything that could be
done now. I know well enough that you are the last man in the world to
make a display of your feelings, and that you look upon this as a
trial, and bear it as one, just as you have with such great patience and
submission (and dear Joan too,) always quietly borne your deafness; but
I am sure you must, and do feel this very much, and, added to Granny's
illness, you must be a sad party at home. I feel as if it were very
selfish to be in this beautiful city, and to have been spending so much
money at Florence. Neither did Joan, in her last letter, nor has Jem
now, mentioned whether you received two letters from Florence, the first
of which gave some description of my vetturino journey from Rome to
Florence. I little thought when I was enjoying myself so very much
there, that all this was passing at home....
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