Keats, John, 1795-1821; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography
While Tom was still lingering out the days of his brief life, Keats made
the acquaintance of two young ladies. He has left us a description of
both of them. His portraiture of the first, Miss Jane Cox, is written in
a tone which might seem the preliminary to a _grande passion_; but this
did not prove so; she rapidly passed out of his existence and out of his
memory. His portraiture of the second, Miss Fanny Brawne, does not
suggest anything beyond a tepid liking which might perhaps merge into a
definite antipathy; this also was delusive, for he was from the first
smitten with Miss Brawne, and soon profoundly in love with her--I might
say desperately in love, for indeed desperation, which became despair,
was the main ingredient in his passion, in all but its earliest stages.
I shall here extract these two passages, for both of them are of
exceptional importance for our biography--one as acquainting us with
Keats's general range of feeling in relation to women, and the other as
introducing the most serious and absorbing sentiment of the last two
years of his life. On October 29, 1818, he wrote as follows to his
brother George and his wife in America:--
"The Misses Reynolds are very kind to me.... On my return, the
first day I called [this was probably towards the 20th of
September], they were in a sort of taking or bustle about a
cousin of theirs, Miss Cox, who, having fallen out with her
grandpapa in a serious manner, was invited by Mrs. Reynolds to
take asylum in her house. She is an East Indian, and ought to be
her grandfather's heir.... From what I hear she is not without
faults of a real kind; but she has others which are more apt to
make women of inferior claims hate her. She is not a Cleopatra,
but is at least a Charmian; she has a rich Eastern look; she has
fine eyes and fine manners. When she comes into the room she
makes the same impression as the beauty of a leopardess. She is
too fine and too conscious of herself to repulse any man who may
address her; from habit she thinks that nothing particular. I
always find myself more at ease with such a woman; the picture
before me always gives me a life and animation which I cannot
possibly feel with anything inferior. I am at such times too much
occupied in admiring to be awkward or in a tremble; I forget
myself entirely, because I live in her. You will by this time
think I am in love with her; so, before I go any further, I will
tell you I am not. She kept me awake one night, as a tune of
Mozart's might do. I speak of the thing as a pastime and an
amusement, than which I can feel none deeper than a conversation
with an imperial woman, the very yes and no of whose lips[4] is
to me a banquet. I don't cry to take the moon home with me in my
pocket, nor do I fret to leave her behind me. I like her, and her
like, because one has no _sensations_; what we both are is taken
for granted.
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