Keats, John, 1795-1821; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography
"If my health would bear it, I could write a poem which I have in
my head, which would be a consolation for people in such a
situation as mine. I would show some one in love, as I am, with a
person living in such liberty as you do.[9] Shakespeare always
sums up matters in the most sovereign manner. Hamlet's heart was
full of such misery as mine is, when he said to Ophelia, 'Go to a
nunnery, go, go!' Indeed, I should like to give up the matter at
once--I should like to die. I am sickened at the brute world you
are smiling with. I hate men, and women more. I see nothing but
thorns for the future: wherever I may be next winter, in Italy
or nowhere, Brown will be living near you, with his indecencies.
I see no prospect of any rest. Suppose me in Rome. Well, I should
there see you, as in a magic glass, going to and from town at all
hours--I wish I could infuse a little confidence of human nature
into my heart: I cannot muster any. The world is too brutal for
me. I am glad there is such a thing as the grave--I am sure I
shall never have any rest till I get there. At any rate, I will
indulge myself by never seeing any more Dilke or Brown or any of
their friends. I wish I was either in your arms full of faith, or
that a thunderbolt would strike me.--God bless you.
"J. K."
It is seldom one reads a letter (not to speak of a love-letter) more
steeped than this in wretchedness and acrimony; wretchedness for which
the cause was but too real and manifest; acrimony for which no ground
has been shown or is to be surmised. What Mr. Dilke had done, or could
be supposed to have done, to merit the invalid's ire, is unapparent. Mr.
Brown may be inferred, from the verses of Keats already quoted, to have
had the general character and bearing of a _bon vivant_ or "jolly dog";
sufficiently versed in the good things of this world, whether fish,
flesh, or womankind; jocose, or on occasion slangy. But Keats himself,
in the nearly contemporary letter in which he arraigned Miss Brawne for
"flirting with Brown," had said: "I know his love and friendship for
me--at this moment I should be without pence were it not for his
assistance;" and we refuse to think that any contingency could be likely
to arise in which his "indecencies" would put Miss Brawne to the blush.
Be it enough for us to know that Keats, in the drear prospect of
expatriation and death, wrote in this strain, and to wish it were
otherwise.
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