Life's Handicap: Being Stories of Mine Own PeopleKipling, Rudyard
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Life's Handicap: Being Stories of Mine Own People
Kipling, Rudyard
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
‘I can hold on till the Rains,’ he said evasively.
‘You can’t. Wire to headquarters for Burkett.’
‘I won’t. If you want to know why, particularly, Burkett is married,
and his wife’s just had a kid, and she’s up at Simla, in the cool, and
Burkett has a very nice billet that takes him into Simla from Saturday
to Monday. That little woman isn’t at all well. If Burkett was
transferred she’d try to follow him. If she left the baby behind she’d
fret herself to death. If she came,--and Burkett’s one of those selfish
little beasts who are always talking about a wife’s place being with her
husband,--she’d die. It’s murder to bring a woman here just now. Burkett
hasn’t the physique of a rat. If he came here he’d go out; and I know
she hasn’t any money, and I’m pretty sure she’d go out too. I’m salted
in a sort of way, and I’m not married. Wait till the Rains, and then
Burkett can get thin down here. It’ll do him heaps of good.’
‘Do you mean to say that you intend to face--what you have faced, till
the Rains break?’
‘Oh, it won’t be so bad, now you’ve shown me a way out of it. I can
always wire to you. Besides, now I’ve once got into the way of sleeping,
it’ll be all right. Anyhow, I shan’t put in for leave. That’s the long
and the short of it.’
‘My great Scott! I thought all that sort of thing was dead and done
with.’
‘Bosh! You’d do the same yourself. I feel a new man, thanks to that
cigarette-case. You’re going over to camp now, aren’t you?’
‘Yes; but I’ll try to look you up every other day, if I can.’
‘I’m not bad enough for that. I don’t want you to bother. Give the
coolies gin and ketchup.’
‘Then you feel all right?’
‘Fit to fight for my life, but not to stand out in the sun talking to
you. Go along, old man, and bless you!’
Hummil turned on his heel to face the echoing desolation of his
bungalow, and the first thing he saw standing in the verandah was the
figure of himself. He had met a similar apparition once before, when he
was suffering from overwork and the strain of the hot weather.
‘This is bad,--already,’ he said, rubbing his eyes. ‘If the thing slides
away from me all in one piece, like a ghost, I shall know it is only my
eyes and stomach that are out of order. If it walks--my head is going.’
He approached the figure, which naturally kept at an unvarying distance
from him, as is the use of all spectres that are born of overwork. It
slid through the house and dissolved into swimming specks within the
eyeball as soon as it reached the burning light of the garden. Hummil
went about his business till even. When he came in to dinner he found
himself sitting at the table. The vision rose and walked out hastily.
Except that it cast no shadow it was in all respects real.
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