"Oh, yes. It was passed just before the destructive criticism law."
"Think he'll try this messy business again?"
"They all do."
"They do, don't they? Don't they ever learn it's no use?"
"Eventually. Some are just harder to convince than others."
The pain was gone. He closed his eyes and slipped off into darkness
again and into ...
* * * * *
Shadows. In slow and ponderous fashion they float across the sea of his
mind, like wandering bits of sargasso weed on the brackish water of a
dying ocean. Each one dreamed a thousand times too many, each separate
strand of memory-weed now nothing but a stereotyped shred of what might
have once been a part of life and of living.
With the quietness of deserted ships they drift in procession past his
sphere of consciousness. Wait! There's one that seems familiar. He stops
the mental parade for a moment, not hearing the voice of his companion,
the woman in the green uniform.
"It's getting late, Mr. Symmes." She turned from the window and glanced
at the wizenedness, the fragile remainder of the man, the almost empty
shell. It was a pity he wasn't able to play games with her like some of
the others. That made it so much easier. "Don't you think it's about
time you went to bed? Early to bed and early to rise, you know."
That memory of a needle, pointed and gleaming. What was it?
Oh, yes. Stick it in his arm, push the plunger, pull it out; and wait
for him to die. First one disease and then another, to each he happily
succumbed, in the interests of science, only to be resuscitated. Each
time a willing volunteer, an eager guinea pig, he had hoped for the ease
of death, praying that for once they'd wait too long, the germs would
prove too virulent, that something would go wrong.
"There, now, you just lie back and get comfortable," she said, walking
over to the table. "But it has been fun, hasn't it? Watching the crowds,
I mean." She felt he must be much happier now, and the knowledge of it
gave her a sense of success. She was living up to her pledge, "To Care
for the Aged."
Diabetes, tuberculosis, cancer of the stomach, tumor of the brain. He'd
had them all, and many others. They had swarmed to him through the
gouged skin-openings made by the gleaming needle. And each had brought
the freedom of blackness, of death, sometimes for an hour, sometimes for
a whole week. But always life returned again, and the waiting, waiting,
waiting.
"I enjoy New Year's myself," the woman said, her hands caressing a dial.
Slowly, with gentle undulation, his chair rose from the floor and
cradled the aged tiredness that was Oliver Symmes to his bed. With
almost tender devotion, his body was mechanically shifted from the
portable chair to the freshly made bed.
* * * * *
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