East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
“He may live some time yet.” The girl wrapped the child up in the
blanket; the fierceness in her eyes did not prevent the gentle touches
of her hands.
“I ’ate God, so there! an’ I ’ate the club! an’ I ’ate you and the other
lidy! I ’ate you all!” she cried hoarsely. Then suddenly the anger died
out of her face; she turned hopelessly to the door, pausing irresolutely
she asked again in dull despair, “Then there isn’t hanythink as you can
do?”
“Very little, I’m afraid.” She drew the blanket closer round the child
and passed out into the night.
It was late and Muriel had gone to bed. Cynthia came in and sat down by
her.
“Do you think a man would ever trust a girl a second time?” she asked.
“That would depend, wouldn’t it,” said Muriel thoughtfully, “upon the
girl’s character, and the attitude towards the broken trust, and how
long ago it had happened, and what she had done in the meantime?”
“Do you think it possible if she was different that he would love her
again?” Muriel sighed.
“I would have married Jack,” she said, “if he had been different, but he
was the same. I suppose it all depends on whether one’s power of
detachment is strong enough.”
“You’re very tired, dearest,” said Cynthia, “and I shouldn’t bother you;
but—but I suppose you pray, don’t you?” Muriel smiled; she did not say
she had done nothing else since she had forfeited her life’s happiness.
“Yes, I try to,” she said.
“Then,” said Cynthia, “perhaps you might as well pray for me.
Good-night!”
CHAPTER XVII
“Our mind receives but what it holds—no more.”
PEOPLE whom everybody considers tender-hearted and good-natured do not
like to wake up to the fact that they are neither. It takes a good deal
to wake them up to it, and they are apt to be indignant and incredulous
even then. Gladys had always been considered particularly, gracefully
unselfish. People might think her a little astonishing and
unconventional, but this they put down to her American training; as for
being underhand, cruel and grasping, no one would have dreamed it of
her, and she least of all of herself. Love is a teacher of many lessons,
and tears away all screens; there is no room left for anything but the
real.
Love and pain together are the two world forces for sincerity, and
Gladys’ sincerity was not pleasant to look at. She was possessed with
the one desire—Jack. She wanted him; she hated everything and everybody
else. Right and wrong became two faint, inadequate words; she would have
stopped at nothing to gain her ends.
Even the dramatic instinct which had carried her through emotional
friendships made her attractive and alluring to those to whom she was
utterly indifferent, devout and regular in her religious attendances,
eager and sympathetic over the miseries of the poor, they were all swept
away. She planned, plotted, schemed and lived to meet and win Jack
Hurstly.
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