East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
She shrugged her shoulders; they were very pretty ones; then she sang.
They had nothing there she knew but Gounod’s “There is a green hill far
away.” And so she sang that. She sang it beautifully.
Gladys was sitting up for him, she had had a headache and could not
accompany him. She always had a headache if there was the chance of her
meeting Edith le Mentier. She had dressed very sweetly to welcome him,
and looked very young and pathetic. It was so late that he scolded her
for sitting up for him, but she told him she had something special to
say, and took him into the library, shutting the door. The fire gleamed
cheerily, and Jack, as he leaned back in a big arm-chair, and looked at
the pretty, eager face opposite him, felt more of a brute than ever.
“I have had Muriel with me all the afternoon,” she began nervously, “and
she made me promise to talk it all over frankly with you. She’s been so
good to me, Jack!—and I told her that I would——” She hesitated, and
looked at the fire.
He could see that her lips trembled, and a sudden longing to take her in
his arms and comfort her came over him, as he had done one short year
ago in the Indian garden. But he did not—it was some time since he had
done so. And there was this evening’s terrible barrier in between.
“Do you know, Jack, we haven’t been married quite a year, and yet we
aren’t very happy, are we? I’m afraid I have been terribly to blame,
Jack. I wanted to tell you so long ago, but you didn’t—didn’t seem to
care a bit. Then you began to see such a lot of that horrible woman, and
I hated that, and I thought I hated you! People told me I ought to amuse
myself, and that there were other men besides neglectful husbands—and
Major Kennedy, he’s a great friend of yours, and he came so often to the
house—and you never seemed to care. Indeed, I don’t believe you ever
took the trouble to find out, and I was very miserable and silly! I
daresay being miserable should have made me wise, but you were the
highest thing I loved, and _still_ love, Jack, and you didn’t care!” She
paused a moment, catching her breath, and he grew white in a sudden
agony of fear and pain.
He had lived with this woman—she was his wife! He had married her a
young, untried girl, and he had given her the key to all the dangers,
and left her to face them alone. He dared not interrupt her, and so he
waited, fearing each heavy, silent moment as it passed.
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