French fiction -- 20th century; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The doctor has been again. He stood some time in silence by the bed;
and as he looked our hearts froze. He said it would be over to-night,
and put the phial in his hand back in his pocket. Then, regretting
that he could not stay, he disappeared.
And we stayed on beside the dying woman--so fragile that we dare not
touch her, nor even try to speak to her.
Madame Piot settles down in a chair; she crosses her arms, lowers her
head, and the time goes by.
At long intervals people take shape in the darkness by the door; people
who come in on tiptoe whisper to us and go away.
The moribund moves her hands and feet and contorts her face. A
gurgling comes from her throat, which we can hardly see in the cavity
that is like a nest of shadow under her chin. She has blenched, and
the skin that is drawn over the bones of her face like a shroud grows
whiter every moment.
Intent upon her breathing, we throng about her. We offer her our
hands--so near and so far--and do not know what to do.
I am watching Marie. She has sunk onto the little stool, and her
young, full-blooming body overflows it. Holding her handkerchief in
her teeth, she has come to arrange the pillow, and leaning over the
bed, she puts one knee on a chair. The movement reveals her leg for a
moment, curved like a beautiful Greek vase, while the skin seems to
shine through the black transparency of the stocking, like clouded
gold. Ah! I lean forward towards her with a stifled, incipient appeal
above this bed, which is changing into a tomb. The border of the
tragic dress has fallen again, but I cannot remove my eyes from that
profound obscurity. I look at Marie, and look at her again; and though
I knew her, it seems to me that I wholly discover her.
"I can't hear anything now," says a woman.
"Yes I can----"
"No, no!" the other repeats.
Then I see Crillon's huge back bending over. My aunt's mouth opens
gently and remains open. The eyelids fall back almost completely upon
the stiffened gleam of the eyes, which squint in the gray and bony
mask. I see Crillon's big hand hover over the little mummified face,
lowering the eyelids and keeping them closed.
Marie utters a cry when this movement tells her that our aunt has just
died.
She sways. My hand goes out to her. I take her, support, and enfold
her. Fainting, she clings to me, and for one moment I carry--gently,
heavily--all the young woman's weight. The neck of her dress is
undone, and falls like foliage from her throat, and I just saw the real
curve of her bosom, nakedly and distractedly throbbing.
Her body is agitated. She hides her face in her hands and then turns
it to mine. It chanced that our faces met, and my lips gathered the
wonderful savor of her tears!
* * * * * *
The room fills with lamentation; there is a continuous sound of deep
sighing. It is overrun by neighbors become friends, to whom no one
pays attention.
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