London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
As soon as he was gone she looked at the back of the last page. "Lord
Mackworth." Never having heard of such a lord, she consulted the office
_Who’s Who_. Yes, he was there. "Mackworth, Lord. See Fermanagh, Earl
of." She turned to the F pages. He was the _e.s._ of the Earl of
Fermanagh. _E.s._ meant eldest son, she assumed. One day he would be an
earl. She was thrilled.
Eagerly she read the manuscript before starting to copy it. The subject
was the fall in the exchange value of the French franc. "Abstruse," she
called it to herself. Frightfully learned! Yet the article was quite
amusing to read. In one or two places it was almost funny enough to
make her laugh. And Lord Mackworth illustrated his points by the prices
of commodities and pleasure at Monte Carlo. Evidently he had just
returned from Monte Carlo. What a figure! He had everything--title,
blood, wealth, style, a splendid presence, perfect manners; he was
intellectual, he was clever, he was political, he wrote for the Press.
And withal he was a man of pleasure, for he had been to Monte Carlo, and
that very night he had taken part in a "jolly"--whatever a jolly was!
No! He was not married; it was impossible that he should be married.
But naturally he must keep mistresses. They always kept mistresses.
Though what a man like him could see in that sort of girl passed Lilian.
"You could marry _anybody_ you liked if you put your mind to it," Mr.
Grig had said. Absurdly, horribly untrue! How, for instance, could she
set about to marry Lord Mackworth? She was for ever imprisoned; she
could not possibly, by any device, break through the transparent,
invisible, adamantine walls that surrounded her. Beautiful, was she?
Gifts, had she? Well, she had sat opposite this lord, close to him, in
a room secure from interruption, in the middle of the night. She had
been obliging. And he had not been sufficiently interested to swerve by
a hair’s breadth from his finished and nonchalant formal politeness.
Her rôle in relation to Lord Mackworth was to tap out his clever article
on the old Underwood and to deliver it herself in the chilly darkness of
the morning before going exhausted to her miserable lodging! She,
lovely! She, burning with ambition! ... The visit of the man of title
and of parts was like an act of God to teach her the realities of her
situation and the dangerous folly of dreams.
She tiptoed out of the room to see if Mr. Grig really was asleep as Lord
Mackworth had suggested. She hoped that he was unconscious and that the
visit was her secret. Either he was very soundly asleep or the stir of
the arrival and departure must have awakened him. If he was awake she
would pretend that she wanted to inform him of the job just come in,
since he had previously enquired about the course of business. If not,
she would say nothing of the affair--merely enter up the job in the
night-book, and wait for any inquiries that might be made before opening
her mouth.
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