London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
She would be quite unscrupulous; she would stop at nothing. She went
forth excited on her raid. He was still asleep. He might waken; if he
did, so much the worse; she must risk it. She regarded him with
friendly condescension. She had work to do; she had a sense of
responsibility; and she was doing the work. He, theoretically in charge
of the office, slept, probably after a day chiefly idle--the
grey-haired, charming, useless irresponsible. And were not all men
asleep rather absurd? She picked up the heavy machine; one of its
indiarubber shoes dropped off, but she left that where it lay--there
were plenty to replace it in her room. Soundlessly she left the
sleeper. Triumphant, unscrupulous, reckless, she did not care what
might happen.
At work on the article, exulting in the smooth excellence of Miss G.’s
machine, she felt strangely happy. She liked Felix to be asleep; she
liked the obscure sensation of fatigue at the back of her brain; she
liked to be alone in the night, amid a resting or roystering world; she
liked the tension of concentrating on the work, the effort after
perfection. The very machine itself, and the sounds of the machine, the
feel of the paper, the faint hiss of the gas-stove, were all friendly
and helpful. How different were her sensations then from her sensations
in the pother and racket and friction of the daytime! She forgot that
she was beautiful and born to enchant. She was oblivious of both the
past and the future. A moral exaltation, sweet and gentle, inspired,
upheld and exhilarated her.
She heard the outer door open. The threatened interruption annoyed her
almost to exasperation. It was essential that she should not be
interrupted, for she was like a poet in full flow of creation.
Footsteps, someone moving hesitatingly to and fro in the anteroom!
There was the word "Enquiries" painted in black on the glass panel of
the small room, thrown into relief by the light within the room, and
people had not the sense to see it. The public was really
extraordinary. Even Lord Mackworth had not at first noticed it. Well,
let whoever it might be find his way about unaided by her! She would
not budge. If urgent work had arrived she did not want it, could not do
it, and would not have it.
Then she caught voices. The visitor had got into the principals’ room
and wakened Mr. Grig. The voices were less audible now, but a
conversation seemingly interminable was proceeding in the principals’
room. The suspense vexed her and interfered with the fine execution of
her task. She sighed, tapped her foot, and made sounds of protest with
her tongue against her upper teeth. At length both Mr. Grig and the
visitor emerged into the ante-room, still tirelessly gabbling. The
visitor went, banging the outer door. Mr. Grig came into her room with
a manuscript in his hand. Feigning absorption, she did not look up.
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