London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Lilian felt all the soft, cruel, unopposable force of Miss Grig’s
individuality. She vaguely and with inimical deference comprehended the
secret of Miss Grig’s success in business. Youth and beauty and charm,
qualities so well appreciated by Felix, so rich in promise for Lilian,
were absolutely powerless against the armour of Miss Grig. To Miss Grig
Lilian was no better than a cross-eyed, flat-bosomed spinster of
thirty-nine. Not a bit better! Perhaps worse! Miss Grig actually had
the assurance to preach to Lilian the nauseous and unnatural doctrine
that men are by right entitled to the protection and self-sacrifice of
women.
Moreover, Miss Grig, without knowing it, had convinced Lilian that her
ideas concerning Lord Mackworth were the hallucinations of an
excessively silly and despicable kind of brain. And even if Lord
Mackworth did playfully attempt to continue the divertissement begun in
the romantic night, Miss Grig by the sureness of her perceptions and the
bland pitilessness of her tactics would undoubtedly counter him once and
for all. The two women, so acutely contrasted in age, form and
temperament, had this in common--that they secretly and unwillingly
respected each other. But the younger was at present no match at all
for the elder.
And yet Lilian was not cast down--neither by the realization of her
awful silliness and of her lack of the sense of responsibility, nor by
her powerlessness, nor by the awaking from the dream of Lord Mackworth.
On the contrary, she was quite uplifted and agreeably excited, and her
brain was working on lines of which Miss Grig had absolutely no notion
whatever. Miss Grig, obviously truthful, had said that she had tried to
prevent her brother from coming to the office on the last night but one.
Miss Grig had been ready enough to let Lilian stay till morning without
a word. But Felix had told Lilian that he had come to the office to
warn her at his sister’s urgent request. Why had Felix lied?
The answer clearly was that he had had a fancy to chat with Lilian
alone, without Lilian suspecting his fancy. And in fact he had chatted
with Lilian alone, and to some purpose.... The answer was that Felix
was genuinely interested in Lilian. Further, Miss Grig suspected this
interest. If Gertie Jackson had happened to be on duty that evening,
would Miss Grig have opposed her brother’s coming? She would not.
Finally, Miss Grig herself had confessed, perhaps unthinkingly, that
Lilian was not without influential attributes. The phrase "especially
for a girl like you" shone in the girl’s mind.
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