London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Leaving the youth of the world to pick up art as best it could without
him, and fleeing to join his wife in paradise, the loving, adoring
father had in effect abandoned a beautiful idolized daughter to the
alternatives of starvation or prostitution. He had shackled her wrists
behind her back and hobbled her feet and bequeathed her to wolves. That
was what he had done, and what many and many such fathers had done, and
still do, to their idolized daughters.
Herein was the root of Lilian’s awful burning resentment against the
whole world, and of her fierce and terrible determination by fair means
or foul to make the world pay. Her soul was a horrid furnace, and if by
chance Lionel Share leaned out from the gold bar of heaven and noticed
it, the sight must have turned his thoughts towards hell for a pleasant
change. She was saved from disaster, from martyrdom, from ignominy,
from the unnamable, by the merest fluke. The nurse who tended Lionel
Share’s last hours was named Grig. This nurse had cousins in the
typewriting business. She had also a very kind heart, a practical mind,
and a persuasive manner with cousins.
III
Advice to the Young Beauty
"Come, come now, now poor girl! You surely aren’t crying like this
because you’ve been kept away from your dance to-night?"
Lilian gave a great start, and an "Oh!" and, searching hurriedly for a
handkerchief inadequate to the damming of torrents, dried up her tears
at the source, but could not immediately control the sobs that continued
to convulse her whole frame.
"N-no! Mr. Grig," she whimpered feebly.
Then she snatched at a sheet of paper and began to insert it in the
machine before her, as though about to start some copying.
"Miss Grig is rather unwell," said Felix Grig. "She insisted that I
should come up, and so I came." With that he tactfully left the room,
obeying the wise rule of conduct under which a man conquers a woman’s
weeping by running away from it.
Lilian’s face was red; it went still redder. She was tremendously
ashamed of being caught blubbering, and by Mr. Grig! It would not have
mattered if one of the girls had surprised her, or even Miss Grig. But
Mr. Grig! Nor would it have mattered so much if circumstances had made
possible any pretence, however absurd and false, that she was not in
fact crying. But she had been trapped beyond any chance of a
face-saving lie. She felt as though she had committed a sexual
impropriety and could never look Mr. Grig in the eyes again. At the
same time she was profoundly relieved that somebody belonging to the
office, and especially a man, had arrived to break her awful
solitude....
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