London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"This is the principal bedroom." They went into it. Curtains drawn.
Two soft lights. A narrowish bed. The dressing-table naked. A
wonderful easy-chair. Polished surfaces everywhere. Cunning, mild
tints--the whole mysteriously beautiful. Felix! She sank into the
easy-chair, drawing off her black gloves. Another maid and the young
man were bumping the trunks up the stairs.
"Will you have everything brought in here’m?"
"Please." She asked that two of the trunks should be pushed under the
bed; they were Felix’s. The other maid and the young man departed.
"Will you take anything’m?"
"No, thank you."
The parlourmaid softened again.
"Some tea and some nice bread-and-butter?"
Lilian gave a smile of appreciation, and thought:
"I will make this girl fond of me."
"Up here’m?"
"Yes, please."
She was alone. The room was full of secrets. She opened a wardrobe, and
started back; it held Felix’s suits. She gazed at herself in the mirror
of the naked dressing-table; tears were slipping down her wasted white
cheeks. Mechanically she pulled at a drawer. Neckties, scores of them,
neatly arranged. Could one man have possessed so many neckties? She
picked up a necktie at random, striped in violent colours. She did not
know, and could not have known, that the colours were those of a famous
school club. She was entirely ignorant of the immense, the unparalleled
prestige of club colours in the organized life of the ruling classes.
Mechanically again, she put the necktie to her mouth, nibbled at it, bit
it passionately, voluptuously; the feel of the woven stuff thrilled her;
and that club necktie was understood, comprehended, realized, as no club
necktie ever before in all the annals of the sacred public-school
tradition. Lilian sobbed like a child. The parlourmaid entered with
the tea and the nice bread-and-butter, and saw the child munching the
necktie, and was shaken in the steely citadel of her virtue.
"You’ll feel better when you’ve drunk this’m," said the parlourmaid
lumpily, pouring out some tea. "Hadn’t you better sit down’m? ... It
won’t do for you to tire yourself."
God! The highly-trained girl so far forgot herself as to spill a tear
into the milk-jug!
II
Miss Grig
Lilian, having fulfilled the prophecy of the parlour-maid and felt
better after drinking the tea, had just released her shoulders from her
dust cloak and dropped her forlorn little hat on the carpet, when she
heard a firm, light tap.
"May I come in?"
Miss Grig entered and shut the door carefully.
Lilian tried to get up from the low easy chair.
"Please! Please! Don’t move. You must be exhausted."
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