Limehouse (London, England) -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“That youngster of mine,” he would say, “is hot stuff. She don’t half
get on. Come round next Sunday night, and we’ll have some music. Y’ought
to hear her play. Rachmaninoff prelude, _Valse Triste_, Mozart sonatas.
Fairly tears the back hair off yeh. Got temperament, that kid. She’s
coming up, too, with her dancing. Oh, she’s hot.”
Mrs. Bertello would echo him, but a little sadly; for, as Gina grew, from
seven to thirteen, so did Mrs. Bertello fade and fade and withdraw more
and more up-stage. Gina was going to get on; she knew it. She knew, too,
that Gina would get on without any help from her; so she stood in the
background and grew careless about herself and her person. She wore old
clothes and old manners. She snuffled. She loafed about the house and in
bed, and she let things go. If only she could have felt that the getting
on of Gina depended upon her.... But by the time the child was seven
she realised that she stood in the presence of something stronger than
herself. It frightened and distressed her that she should have produced
something so sharp and foreign. She knew that she was loved and always
would be loved. But she wanted most of all to be wanted. And she wasn’t.
At twelve Gina was running the home. Old dad was dresser to a red-nose
bill-topper, which meant that he did not finish work until two o’clock
in the morning. It was Gina who sat up every night to serve his supper.
Mumdear toddled to bed with a little warm whisky, leaving Gina in the
kitchen with queer books—_Tennyson_, _Browning_, _Childe Harold_, _Lives
of the Composers_, _The Golden Treasury_, _Marcus Aurelius_, _The Faerie
Queene_. At two o’clock old dad would bounce in, full of anecdote and
reminiscence and original whimsy, and they would sup together, Gina,
from the age of eleven, always taking a glass of beer and a cigarette
with him. It was he who had bought her those books. It was he who had
interested his guv’nor in the kid, so that the guv’nor had handed him
money wherewith to get music lessons and to secure a practice piano.
It was he who had spoken to Madame Gilibert, controller of the famous
music-hall child-dancers, the Casino Juveniles; and Madame, recognising
that dad was dresser to a star, and might, in certain underground ways,
be useful, took the child and put her through a course. Within the first
week she thought she had found a Taglioni, and that hers would be the
honour—and the commission. Of course she hadn’t found a Taglioni, and
none knew that better than Gina, though she did not say so, for she
believed in taking what we can while we can.
It was old dad, too, who had made a companion of her and talked to
her, through those late hours, of the things that could be done in the
world—of the things that he himself had tried and failed to do. He had
talked to her of laughter and courage and endurance, and of “playing the
game.”
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